Recently.
Crazy bout this certain person. Always in my mind. Classmates in primary school. After primary 5 she left for another school. Didnt hear any news after that. Damn she's a beauty. Smart. Really smart. She used to play the piano for the music class way back in primary 1. I enjoyed every performance in awe. Gifted hands. Artistically inclined too. Whenever she was around, i would get an adrenaline rushes. She was neat and proper. Crush. Aw...a crush for years. Till now i guess. No one esle possesed the ability to make me melt. Like butter on hot toast. Aww man i could just go on and on. I like her. I love her? She's the one. The woman of my dreams. Then again. Only my dreams. Its like "mimpi bulan jatuh keatas riba" - dream of the moon on one's clutches. Why?

Found her profile on frienster. You wont be able to imagine the excitement that i felt. Then found out that she's studying in Canada now. Unreachable. I really wanna meet her arh. Another setback she's already attached. Why wouldnt such a great person be already attached? Sigh. Bulan sudah berikatan. Also she's really smart that i dont even come close to that standard. Not trying to act like a low self esteem person but just being realistic. All i want now is to douse this flame burning my heart. Want that electricty in me. Lets be friends. Please? hehehe..
Went on and on but i didnt tell you her name...de Souza Nastassia Italiana Rizuan.

What luck...
Yesterday ard midnight i remembered i have a class photo with her in it. I began searching for it. Found it. She looks pretty then too. The next day, which is today, I began the search again for her in friendster. Found her profile. I was really lucky. Really lucky. Man. I hope she accepts then i fall in love again. Wahaha... I really do admire her. [Huge grin] Cure me of this obsession. Your like MY Shariffah Alwiyah. Just be there. I dont think i'll meet someone else like you. [...]

Berkorban Apa Saja, Harta Ataupun Nyawa,
Itulah Kasih Mesra, Sejati dan Mulia......

Aw man i got butterflies now..
Pahlawan Putih.

What to say? Plans have been postponed. Time is wasted. Nothing is been done. Attracted. Oh no. What to do? The material life is only an illusion. Oxygen, water, nurishment. Basic needs. Not forgeting religion. Why are we in a rat race. What for? To Succeed? Is there really a need to? Where does it end. What happened to simplicity? The world is squeezed constantly of it's resources. Oh. No. Its all merchandising and trends and "equiping" that makes all the money. Unneccessary expenditure. Those who take advantage gain. Those who follow get caught. Those who realise are confused. What to do? After all we are all just here to worship god. Is there anyother task that i missed out other than that? Nope. Stall religion. When we get older. When we have the time. When we feel like it. When there's pressure. The world. So messed up.

Whoa.
Pahlawan Putih

My updated update.

Oh Kesuma Jiwaku,
Mari Ubati Rindu Hamba.....

The blog song is actually from the movie Hang Tuah. P.Ramlee's voice. Relaxing. Watched the two VCDs already. Hang Tuah in colour and Tun Fatimah in Black and white. Alrite ah but there are the hilarious lame parts of the production. Hang Tuah aint a hero after all. He killed Hang Jebat whose intention was to avenge his death and also Melur got killed for the same reason and Tipu-ed Tun Teja. All for the sultan. Tun Fatimah was a dissapointment. From the Srikandi Purbawisesa and Srikandi Ratna Wijinja songs i expected more action ah. Silat dorang pun very Anyhow. Hahah...But i enjoyed it.
I posted links to Dikir song clips from Mega Perdana 93. The songs that made me wanna buy the VCDs. To upload right click then press "save target as...". They take bout 2-3 mins to upload. The Srikandi one is their Wau Bulan. Listen to the magnificent voice and lungs of the Karut. Best. The Kesuma Dewa one is there Lagu juara which is the shortest one i heard so far.

Stained brown,
Pahlawan Putih

What's in common with Hang Tuah and Tun Fatimah?

Their in VCD and I have them. I had been wanting to watch this classic movies since interest grew. After taking photo for the umrah visa, we went to Toko Warisan near Afghanistan. We = The whole family - the two youngest ones. Unfortunately Radin Mas was out of stock. 2 for $10 is cheap summore family discount. Abg Farzeel works there so we get discount when his around. Watched only the first disc of Hang Tuah. Maybe countinue later outside since my brother sleeping. Argh... Haniz just went out. What luck.

Today quite well spent. Visited Kakak Kirah at her Warung and Noora. Khabir was there too but he went to the doctor first. I didnt believe i could be so happy just seeing Kakak kirah cutting lada by the handfuls. I missed the conversations the most. Hahaha. Great food there. Especially the Gado Gado. I had mee siam first then came back for gado gado after dropping by Khabir's place. Delicious bebeh. Mak nyer pon kalah. Nenek was kinda a terkejut sekejap when i came. Like she had to look closer at me to identify me after i salamed her. "Irfan[actually more like Iffan. minus r] tu kat dapur ada Biskut ke apa makan ambik air." Haha...my nenek so cute lah...Is yours? Wahaha.

Have been bored this past few days/weeks. Its like rotting online. I log in three times a day btw. Finding ways to be entertained or amused. Bloody. Why have blogs when ya dont update after a few posts? Waste time i type your add. Pantat. Anyway there are the great damn entertaining blogs. I usually check out Vio's picture albums since they bloody amusing. The wacky poses and the title helps alot. Another blog is owned by the BlogFather. http://ridjal.org/ Another one. Bloody entertaining. My personal favourite is Bujang Lapok in Lord of the Rings. Visiting the Site is so much better than browsing for the Life section everyday,then flip d pages scaning for comics. I dont have permission to link any of them but i hope you guys be so kind to shut one eye :D

Like My template? The background picture is a picture of Masjid Siglap wall. There's another section which has some greeness to it. But that part kind of unreachable though i get a slanted view of it form my class/container window. Damn wasted.

Masjid Kampung Siglap and the Clear Blue Sky.
Sunday was a great day. It was a cloudless cool day. The sky was really blue and there werent clouds in sight. I noticed this kinda days only happen once in a year. I guess it was a great day also because it was my mom's birthday. i didnt forget, Just got no money. Everytime i miss her birthday i would give something on mother's day. Openly i say i dont know when mother's day is. I think it's near but i never did bother to ask anyone when it actually was. Selenge..Tag me the date k?

Wednesday get pay or not? Must go down to Raffles Place to collect it. Leceh arh.

Just lost another one? Now you have no one but yourself....
Wahahahaha

Ay i dunno arh. I just donno
Pahlawan Putih

Hey..
Thanks a zillion. Thanks to you i realise maybe she aint for me. Why have i been blind to the fact? Hehe..Now i know and may come to expect aht might happen. I think i'll stay as the good friend with Nadia. Yes...Nothing will break our friendship, aye? If thats what you want. I'm always the anything guy. The nice one who wouldnt mind going all the way to Jurong to pass an item, or crossing the seven seas for friends. The one with a whole lot of bloody initiative. Hehe..dont get me wrong. Its great ah but would you do that for me? Would you let me talk and you listen without uttering a word? Heh... i dont think so. And to think most of you take me as disposable...Heh...Imagine a life without a listening ear. The only who no matter lame a joke is would still be smiling at you. How isnt my smile comforting? hehe... Take me seriously for once. Once. :D

Also another pattern observed. I am the one who gets caught in the middle. The one who listens from both sides and forced to take a stand. Hehe. Gets complicated most of the times.

Just keep swimming.
Pahlawan Putih

Samurai Jack. Yeah.




Tribute to the Most Entertaining animation. Not at all a cartoon.
He's like the Cultured Animated Japanese Version Of McGyver. Resourceful and Spirited.
The animation is about a Samurai who is from the past brought to the future by his foe "Aku". So his mission is to slay "Aku" in the future where Aku rules the world like he would in the Past. He looks like The Professor from PPG. Anyway he's the coolest animated character. Wield the sword with your mind...

Happy Birthday babes.
Nadia. 17 today. Went to Burger King just now. Passed her present to her. They got new designer chairs from spain. Big Woot. Everything seemed fine till Nadia told me that she just broke up with Rasyid. Took a toilet break and told me the story. To think I thought they were great together. Funny Crap is that she sorta regretted not chosing me. 10 times better. The truth was i sort of came to win her back. I hope i did made a better impression. She's just a great girl arh. Pity i dunno that much bout her. Man it was difficult finding her a gift. 4 Shopping centres. Mainly because she's the elusive type. How do i succeed when i dont know where to start. Sorry i neglected you the other time. 1.....2....3....EEEEEEE... nothing gained by being sad. Smile away. So Kal Ho Naa Ho. Kinda missed talking to her on the way back home on bus number 27.

Nadia and co. plan to watch movie on Friday. How? No money. Mom would probably go off like a car bomb if i ask her for money summore. My bloody pay only on the 28th. They Wanna watch Dawn of the Dead. Wahaha...They all dunno i dont watch scary movies. Hahah ywah..truth's out i dunt watch scary movies. Last movie i watch which contains ghost and supernatural beings was way back during my primary school time. Itu pon cerita hantu Cina yang lompat lompat. Best ohkay those stories. The mediators in the movie would have to kung-fu the zombies with help from the yellow papers that fly around, illuminating red string, joss sticks, the small mirror 9in the octagon frame etc. Out of point. The point is i guess i dont see the point of watching Horror movies. Lebih baik bermalam di pusara abadi and get all freaked out for free. Brrr... Maybe i dont go at all and i save the money to watch 50 first dates. Adam Sandler and Drew Barrymore, can comedy get any better?

Got lost of people Liking me when i dont even know it. Lemme just link you guy whose blog i usually go to and who already linked me okay? Dont Mind arh. i really bad at Online politics. Friendster only 42 friends. Tak kuasanyer pasal. Hutang banyak testimonials.

Waiting... Tomorrow Might Never Be.
Pahlawan Putih

You should know the Awok-Awok by now. Muka gua drama seh. hehe Penghayatan tu penting...


Paluan: Amin and Jo.


Front line: Suhardi and Indrah. Indrah muka merah macam seluar dier but i think still has the most merdu voice.

Got news that we probably failed overall in the competition. Hahah. What do you expect for last minute usaha? I wish we could take every competition more seriously. Well the is improvement in the recent practice. Kalo salah satu kumpulan Push-up denda. I hope more discipline would be implemented in the sessions to come. Hey i look good dont i? hahaha...Tak tau malu.

Saturday.
Fun day spent out in town with Adi and Indrah. Tengok Wayang. Orchard Cineleisure. Hell Boy. We all were supposed to meet at 4.30. Kesian Indrah was there at 4.30 sharp. Hahaha. I came late at ard 4.55. The Adi came at ard 5.30. Hahah. After that we went togo get tickets. 6.50 show was packed and the only seats left were at the front. So we decided on the 9.55 show. We had about 4hours to spare so we headed to Bugis first for Halal Wonton Mee. $3 per bowl they were delicious. Gedebak Gedebuk, we went to Esplanade since Indrah's mata air was there. There was a live band playing jazz by the river. So relaxing babey. Then me and Adi sat at the railings while Indrah straighten things out. I just sat there facing the stars enjoying the constant cool brezze. Then after sometime we went off to Orchard again. HellBoy was okay arh. But could have been better. The plot abit too simple at the end. Special effects were great. Three star rating. After that went to the other side of orchard to take Night Rider 7. Went too far off to Far East plaza. Wrong bus stop. Eventually found our way and in 1hr45min i reached home [bout 2am]. Fun arh jalan ngan member. Kalau lari susah sikit.

The pond/fountain installation has been put up. We could be breeding mosquitos of we are not careful. I think is crappy but as long as mom is happy. We can only start to put fishes next week. OHkay..

Damn those Jack-of-all-trades in the seni world. Hahaha...~wan segala ~wan...

Wanna try and work on senikatas. Hopefully i suceed. Or at least i would learn from there. : D. This is gonna be interestng.

Terciptalah kata kata berbunga,
Pahlawan Putih

Hey Saudara! Saudari! i miss you too! ;)

Pening lalat baca and check forms for my entry to poly. Sometimes i wish i was in JC. I mean now i kinda regretting not trying JC life and just jump into poly life. My ex-form teacher was dissapointed that neither me nor Rashidah entered JC. Thnaks man, we really needed it from our form teacher.. I really dont have a plan to what i am gonna be in the future. Settling to become a Teacher. No CBD, No rush hour, no crowdedness. Probably no same office everyday. Variety's the word. Seeing new faces everyday. Gonna be a biology teacher. Bloody Applied food Science course.. I know what my dream is. And that is to generate enough money here and then retire by the beach. Then maybe I can really smile. : D.

Brushes. Poster paint. Some blank A2 paper. I am all set for tomorrow. Want to paint something. Felling really stressed even though there isnt much reason to be so. I guess it gets to me and i feel awfully left out. I need a close contact. A contact where i tie my trust to and who shields my insecurities. Vice versa. Its a two way friendship.

Bagai Di Tengah Bahang Sahara,
Ditimpa Kehausan Tiada Penawarnya,
Bagai Pasir Ditiup Bayu Raksaksa,
Sering Menukar Arah Demi Paksa.

Thats influctuation to me. I actually find it easy to like somebody. But then there are the factors that get in the way. I know alot of ladies 4-6yrs older than me who are what i am looking for. I guess i am in the wrong generation. Heh. Its hard to find decent folks nowadays. Someone who's simple and looks forward to simplicity. Lets not make it complicated. lets just be happy. Coz life IS beautiful. Lets get nostaligic and just smile the rest of our lifes away.

Merry-go-round. Another addition to my Beach retirement home. It would be on the open roof so i can just laydoen and slowy spin facing the stars. There would be lots of wind. I'l have company and we'll just talk the romantic night away. Haha. I sorta miss the old Merry-go-round at Marine Parade infront of my grandmother's house. Its big and sandy most of the times but it sure was fun. Just jump on and go spining with people you dont know. Because we have to move on, and because this is Singapore, they removed it. Safe konon. Luckily the plank bridge with chain sides is still at the playground. It crooks and corners smells of piss most of the times. i also miss the Pyramid infront of my previous house. Metal poles wielded together and voila! pure fun. Climb up. Feel like king of the world. Climb down. Bliss.

Naik Train to go back home. Kakak Ya was at the same cabin. She had to sms before i realise lah. Not paying attention arh Irfan. When we were at Tampines Stn, we were like "Back from Dikir?" and "Back from Netball?". I was Carrying Amin's rebana and Kakak ya was carrying a Netball. Funny that it seemed funny to me. Idiot. wahaha.

Its not being childish, its about being simple.
Pahlawan Putih

Holla
Hey Pics come out so fast.

Front: Alien, Me [i also dunno what i doing] Hafiz, Boy, Abd, Izzad and Syawal.
Back[those who you can see]: Rafiq, Balaq, Apai, Mizan.
Left to right. Rojak! Hahaha...Look, lzzad tgh main dengan baju and Abd tengok kan. So funny! hahaha I guess the kain on our heads ketat sangat.



I was supposed to go to Helfi's house to upload the Syariffah Alwiyah song. He didnt keep to his word. Been trying to contact him. The guy practically stays in Masjid Ghufran. Maybe i should call the masjid instead of his house. Kawan, kawan.............

Aduhai Ayunya! -- Out of nowhere i will start and sing.

My last day at work ended quite slowly. Merana depan komputer. Hey i'm only in for the money. I made great friends on the way and they'll be in the same school as me. Can it get any funner?
Noticed how hot it is nowadays? It gets worse when my fan is not working. Even with Aircon on i still manage to sweat. I had to work five days in shirts. Panas dok!
Worst thing i think was that Amin lost my earphones so i dont have any music to preoccupy myself. With this the MRT trips to Raffles Place seem very long.

Tomorrow i should be going to TP to apply again for a course that i really want. As if movie entry pass, i have to pay $7. I also got to go through an interview. Insya allah i will get in.
My hair growing quite long that i find it partiallly annoying.

Lai Lai Lai Lai Lai......! -- Again with Syariffah Alwiyah.

Thinking of going for a spin..........
Pahlawan Putih

Addicted.
Addicted to lagu Syariffah Alwiyah! The difference from last time is it's the 2D version of the song. 2D is a malay group who sings lagu dikir. So sensual. So Arabic. The song is so melodious. Aww.....I regret not listen to this song before painting my Syariffah Alwiyah piece. I 'll upload it as my bgsound as soon as possible. *Imagine dancing with an arab beauty in the red sea to a very Mediterranean beat accompanied by the dreamy plucking of the Oud* ahhh

Bertandak sambil bercanda
Ikut goyang pingul
Rentak timur tengah
Cari cucuk sanggul Syariffah Alwiyah
Katakanlah di mana

Di sini kisah bermula
Di pantai laut merah
Di bawah sinaran purnama
Syaaban malam ke dua puluh dua

Syariffah Alwiyah bermandi manda
Bersama dayang istana
Berkembankan kain sutera mayang
Digerbang aduhai ayunya

Berderaianlah airmata di pipi gebu Syariffah Alwiyah
Diiringi dayang istana seiringan senada seirama

Di manakah cucuk sanggul beta
Lambang kedaulatan istana
Petanda bahawa sesungguhnya
Beta ratu seluruh timur tengah

Ah......Bliss. [i am not too sure with the words. Different lyric search engines ah.]

Madrasah just now was entertaining. Recess main bola behind the old masjid. One of my classmate, Syafik, brought the ball. Incase you didnt know I am kaki bangku. Main keeper arh aper lagi. I think i did pretty fine blocking the ball. I even scored to the other goalpost from my goalpost. Kaki bangku luck I guess. hahah. Tapi lawa arh. Bounced once over Amsyar dan whizz past Syafik and GOAL! Dorang pun bodoh tengok ajer. Also kite feeling MW. Madrasah Warriors. Signed the our names on the ball and everything. I'm number 27. Then naturally we got scolded. Haha. Luckily our Ustaz is Ustaz Abdul Rahim. He's too nice to even try and scold us. Instead he told us about his nostalgic past. He was from Tampines Primary School, the really old one[non existence anymore]. He told us he use to be in the soccer team and they had matches with Yio Chu Kang Primary where Fandi Ahmad was in. Cool huh? Then he told us about the terompah wearing gangsters back then. He also knows the most effective silat to deal with these gangster. Prepare yourself. Its the Langkah Seribu. When he told the class we were all laughing like olang gile! Some truth though, better run than get yourself in a sticky situation.
Then as family we went to look at ponds. My mom wants to get a pond for the house. I told her it isnt even close to hari raya or anything. Then she said, "Nvm, i just want to hear the sound of flowing water. I need to relax." Ouhkay... We might even buy those garden chair swings [seen mostly in indian gardens] for the house in the future. Then we all went to Bedok South to eat. I had my first plate of Mee Kuah. Been wondering for a long time how it taste like. So sedap jugak arh. Then balik and tidur. Very hot these days.
Finally i get myself looking foward to go Mecca and Medinah again. Maybe its because i am older and therefore i can appreciate going there again. Wonder what is new. Now i got another reason to get fit. Tawaf 7 rounds, Sai 7 kali to Safa' and Marwa. My bgsound describes this...

Ke sana ke sini lari lari kecil
Bagai Siti Hajar mencari air
Terpancur sinar di kering pasir
Bekas hentakan kudus kaki Ismail

Maybe i'll run all the way to see how it was like for a desperate mother. The ustaz said that the underground passage to go and see the actual Telaga Zam Zam is closed to increase the space for people to tawaf.
Here's a brief summary of my last visit in 1998.
Air plane. Bus ride from Jeddah to Medinah Al munawarah. Cold weather in Medinah. Azan from Masjid Nabawi. Masjid Nabawi -white marble flooring surrounding the mosque, the Green Dome, the soft prayer carpet, the Air Zam Zam dispenser, the beautiful lights, Praying at Rasulullah's house 5 times daily [technically], The three makam, the peacefulness. , the delicious cheap grub -shawarma and potato wedges, the streets full of vendors selling knick knacks. Badam Dates. Then wearing the ihram before proceeding to Mekah. Stop over. Ayam Pangang. Labaikallah humma labai, Labaikallah syari kala kala labai..... Mekah. The Masjidil Haram. Security check. No cameras allowed. Ahh Aircon. Every step to seeing the Kaabah. The Kaabah! People tawaf-ing. We were to join them. Breath taking. Telaga Zam Zam. Cold Zam Zam from pipes. Pure joy and fullfilment. Sa'i. Aircon as well. Tiring. Cukur 3 helai rambut. Great stuff at Mekah - 1 riyal ice cream [equvilant to 50 cents] smooth sweet Halwa. Short summary ajer. hehe

Saturday i went to dikir with no expectation people would come. It was very enjoyable. I am the only budak east. Seeing Apai torturing the gong by hitting it hard macam mainan, i took over. I am emotionally attached to the gong arh. hehe. Weird. Wan came down again. Learnt a new song. Old song technically. After all that Adi had a chat with me. He read my post about leaving the group for another. Thinkng again, i realised that i cant bring myself to go to another group. Being in a group is like being in a marrige. All the memories are tied with the group. If something bad happens then will have to find a way to make it better not run away. May Tumpat succeed to a standard that will pale the dikir world.

Too long already!
Pahlahwan Putih

Hey Friday.

Went to Ghufran as usually - same old boring routine. Found it to be really packed even though it was only 1240. Got to sit anyhow. The events announcer irritating sia. Every week I hear him do the announcements and I feel like leaving the mosque. He talks like his on somekind of drugs plus feeling intonasi yang betul. The way he greets assalamualaikum makes me shudder sia. I think I might not go Ghufran next week. I missed the doa since I was sitting at the entrance of the 2nd level door. Pushing and shoving were the names of the game. I was brought out against my will. Flow the current? Then I saw a familiar face. Izzad was sitting on the ground doa-ing. I didn't recognise him until I saw at the back of his T-shirt "Gek Poh Ville CC". For some reason I didn't acknowledge him. Agaknyer pasal muka dier tengah merengut dalam keadaan yang serius. I wonder wats on his mind.

Then went home. Mom went to JB to go giant. Then Adi invited me to go watch movie. Sorry beb, next time ah. Today no dikir. Public holiday. So I went cycling again. Before I went out I was contemplating whether to bring my DGcam or not. Then I said what could be worth taking a picture at night? The answer came when I was crossing towards Tampines Junction at Tampines St 4. There was a taxi, a motorcycle and a Traffic police motorcycle within the road junction. From Tampines Junction[the building] there was a picturesque view of the accident. Really! The street lights created great shadows and everything. There was a clear view of the word "POLICE" from the police motorcycle. The Shattered window of the taxi was also facing me. Ayak...Why the details? Should have just took the photo.
i missed out somthing on the previous previous post. Read it back again...

Friendster very repeated. Favourite TV shows... Spongebob Square Pants, Charmed, Smallville etc. So boring leh...
Okay..
Pahlawan putih

Hi Irfan speaking on behalf of Radiance Communications can i help you?

Most of the time the people have a hard time catching my name. So i just go by the name Jo. Its really a task to sit for 8hrs infront of a computer and put the phone to my ear all the time. Telinga boleh bengkak i tell ya. The headset is not working so it's just my luck. But i guess it's still worth it since i am getting $6 per hour. All thanks to Amin and his mom. He's working there too and his mom is the receptionist cum secretary. Nasib baik lagi 3 hari ajer! I might not have made it kalau tak ada Good Friday. Semalam dah demam. You know the feeling when you cant decide whether you are warm or cold and your body is like a whole mixed up system. It didnt help that i was watching Fear Factor where they had to gorge down duck embryos and liquidified pig liver. Neauseas giler babi!
Plus Side of the job is i gain new friends. Most of them are my age and all of them going Temasek Poly or already in TP. All friendly dudes and ladies. There's Zana[19], Lynn[17], Eidham[17], William[17], Jay[17]. the 17 ones are all friends and they are from Hai Sing Secondary. Actually they are only gonna be 17 this year. like me arh. That day we ate at this coffeeshop. Lynn said i had nice eyes. What is with my eyes? i think they're small ohkay. Dah Natasha nak kahwin dengan aku. Giler nyer olang! Gettting back to Lynn. She said someone commited suicide at the bridge near boat quay. I asked my mom and she said it was actually a monkey. Wooohooo!

Now I almost know everyone who is going to be in TP. Whaha. Nadiah and Firdaus from BK [they quit same time as me] Also going TP. Nadia othman [my school fren one] and Rasyid [from BK also] Also in TP. I dont think there will be a need for ice breakers.

Btw. I got my phone back. The repair made it lose all my ringtones so i had to get the codes from Mesra net again. I enjoyed my Aci Aci buka pintu ringtone so i did it back again. Also in the list is Nujum pak belalang, Raikan Cinta and Keroncong untuk Ana from M. Nasir, Some arabic catchy tunes and Kopi Dangdut. Crap if you tell me. But i dont Care! hahahaha...

~Hey... I got the message. You wont know what you might get but why not risk it for love?

^Why are you describing yourself? Or are you just trying to explain your position? Well its redundant and it's expected from you.

Got to go prayers now...
Pahlawan Putih

Raikan Cinta - M. Nasir....

Berapa dalam harus kugali tanah ini
Harus kugali
Untuk bertemu permata nilai sejati
Nilai sejati

Baru kupulang ke kampung sentosaku
Baru tercapai segala maksudku
Perahuku menghala ke hulu kuala juaku sua
Kau lihat aku, aku pula lihat dia samakah kita?

Ke sana ke sini lari lari kecil
Bagai Siti Hajar mencari air
Terpancur sinar di kering pasir
Bekas hentakan kudus kaki Ismail

Mari mawarku raikan cinta
Tanpa cintanya kita tiada
Mawar cinta mawarku abadi
Cinta pemilik segala jadi

Mari mawarku raikan cinta
Kerana cinta kita abadi
Mawar cinta mawarku sejati
Cinta pemilik segala jadi

Ke sana ke sini lari lari kecil
Bagai Siti Hajar mencari air
Barulah kena dua kali kata
Kewujudan kita kerana cinta

Got a job for five days [only].
Tomorrow i start next wednesday i end. And i'll only get the pay on the 28 of april. Ayak....Why i even want to work? $6 per hour and they might even consider extending my employment. Telemarketer.. Target is 120 calls in 8hrs. Mampos... Got the job all thanks to Amin. His mom works and got a job for him. Then he ask me to join also. The pay damn good. 9-6 asking CEOs and other top position people in SMEs whether they want to attend a free breakfast talk at hotel intercontinental. Too much info already arh>? hahah...

Just now went to Raffles Clinic, the one at Tampines Junction, for my temasek poly medical checkup. Long wait. So many other students. 171cm 65kg. So tall and so heavy!...last time i check i was only 167cm. At this age i dont know i can still grow. Was there from 8.45-11am. Dah kene bangun pagi pagi buta, ler kene mandi air sejuk ler kene tunggu...Ayak...The doctor checking me was Mr Salleh Omar. When he was checking my blood pressure i remembered how i badly want to become a doctor...Stupid Apllied food science course. Kamine. I dunno arh...What if i abruptly stop my stupid course at the middle? Ayak....How?

Gtg sleep. i got to wake up early tomorrow. Got work.... ; ) hehehe
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Jauh meyalak kuat, dekat mecawat ekor! Dont make me tell the truth! Aku macam nak sepak kau dengan ni buka panduan peribahasa!

Hey.
Must be thinking how was the comp rite? Well it was okay i guess. We didnt get perfect set though. The juara, Indrah, brought the song too damn high. He got the audience clapping and cheering on his first verse[the high part]. Man i was tearing. Shiok okay listening to people who can really sing merduly. Back to the comp, He struggled to reach the part where he was to hit a high note and amaze the crowd again. Wasted. Dah sedap sedap... Oh ya...kamine...we folded out batik songket then wore it on our heads like turbans. So kelakar. Cant wait to see pics. On stage, sweat like pig sia. Muka basah. Tapi fun tak ada arah. Really lost semangat when i saw Alien sitting beside me like never dikir in his life. I was all out and pantat, dier macam tak nak main. Summore his the one making ll the noise during practice. Air beriak tanda tak dalam. You know recently i have been talking bout lots of stabbing? Well i wanna stab him the most! "Aku kerja sampai pagi tau..kira kan ni dah 12 jam aku luar rumah" Like kedi sia. I went when O's were nearing...i did complain. Kalau tak nak main....jangan! Rosak susu sebelanga kerna nila setitik.
I am really considering lari-ng to another group if the situation doesnt get better. But then arh, all the members and friends i made takkan nak tinggal kan rite? And i would have to fit in to another group of people. Ayak... Hope the ketua kumpulan knows about the issues before its too late. It gets drepressing when we go to competitions with last minute preparations, tak teratur, we have no aim [just to enjoy. there is a limit seh] and then everything cocked up last minute. Kita juga yang conteng arang kat muka. So many comps we played with no goal no nothing tau. "Takper asal kite enjoy." Bullshit. I would enjoy if we won at least something other than Sagu hati. Yeah we got to start from the bottom but we dont seem to be going up. Ayak...

Mentera Semerah Padi...22 Andir Purba and Neng Nyno combine i heard. Good okay. Their interpretation of "kebebasan" was what you could do in the toilet. But first....Ayoh bayar 10sen! hahaha... their opening a bit too familiar. Nyi kidul sipulau tiga nak secangkir kopi halia....agar dapat di buat hai ubat ayam buta! [ESSS did this opening in the east one cluster comp. M.S>p did the same tune but different words ah] Wayan was funny too to a certain extent. Kebebasan perkembangan dangdut in the indonesian music industry. "Badan langsing dan pinggan harus tajam" Whahaha....Funny k. Their opening was something like Apa khabar bapak-bapak ibu-ibu. Kecoh!!! wahaha... Then the rest not too great to mention. All of the staying east side Abd, Amin, Alai, Syawal and me got back to the east.

Anyways after that i got home then sleep. Den wake up then here i am. Tired ready arh... Want to try and sleep again.

Been practicing peribahasas....Want to take over Adi, pengarang lyrik, soon. Wahahaha!!! so evil, Actually i just wanna try and help and improve it. Use of Peribahasa Score points...*evil smile*

Kuat akar kerana tunjang, Kuat tunjang kerana akar....
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AAaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
Just getting to the dikir mood.

Exhausted.
Went out to just jalan-jalan with Sarah. Town was our destination. Walked walked walked. Banyak yang cantik dilihat mata, payah nak beli. Kena cari kerja dahulu. Baru dapat duit. Takshimaya ada Men's bazaar arh... Want to buy black office pants and shoe's so that i can work in offices and such. If possible i want the levis breifs. 3 for 15.90. Wahahaha...

Ard 5.30 i made my way to Haig Road. Practice was okay arh. Damn tiring. Confirmed our position is no 1. No more the last one to perform. Have to wake up so early...Anything for the group. The group dah macam rojak okay. Sumpah, just take some cucumber, and other veges. Teach them the song and the ragam, then you'll see the exact replica of Tumpat. Wahaha...joke lah. Here what i seriously think bout the situation....

Anak buah seperti mayang menolak seludang,
Keretakan sudah jelas menjadi belahan,
Bak menyisip keris tak bersarung di pinggang,
Pecah tempayan, buyungnya tahan,
Kenapa lidahmu tidak bertulang,
dan apa pula kesudahan?

I bet you'll need the Peribahasa reference book for this. Carved out from my brain myself...Hai susah susah. Kinda lost my voice and quiet tired. Made warm soothing air asam with honey and some grub for supper when i got home. The gong is with me. Lain tak leh harap. I really wanna stab them sia. Pemalas. And then ader the ones who's goal is to impress and exhibit themself. Tikam dorang dengan keris!! To long have i been the one who memerah kan basah orang lain. Thankfully people like Adi [juara and karut], Amin, Alai keep me sane. The others....No use saying anymore. It might just go around back to me...

Bila kan pucuk layu ditimpa hujan?
Wish me luck tomorrow.
I'll be taking the sagu hati prize like always.
Muka consonation price aper! hahaha... Actually i'm really okay with it. Kinda fun if you imagine it was first price or something. Shake hand then proceed down the stage.
Ayyy! Really looking foward to Al Ameen and green apples [cut with shaved ice on the top and tooth picks] You know just listen to conversations.
Gotta wake up early. Good Night.

Tepuk dada tanya selera
Tengah Felling malay ni...
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Whoa Nelly!

New template. At least new background. Nice or not? I dunno. What do you think? Okay arh? No fuss. Made for shidah one too. Not sure she like or not. Got pink colour arh. Maybe she would end all ties because of it eh? *sob* [drama]

Just now i finally got to eat mee goreng at haig road!! Big acheivement. There werent many people when i bought so i think it explains the amount of mee i got. Alot man! Rations for dinner and supper. Practically a mountain of noodle if to put on a plate. Worth it summore...$2.50. Fish Mc dippers pon kalah. The add-ons also alot, like scramble egg, mutton, kentang etc. Not forgeting the fact that its RED. If i had a choice, a plate of mee goreng form haig road would be my last meal [+Air Bunga / Bunga kekwa (Crysanthemum tea)]. Fuyyoo! Nafsu beb.

Just now had dikir practice. Not many people came. May be because many couldnt make it. Competition this Sunday. Woohoo! Tomorrow would be the selection. The next day would be final touch up then its to the pentas. I heard we are among the last few to perform. Ay thats bad coz the audience is the rowdyiest at that period. Also most of my friends that are participating, are NS men. They have to go back to camp summore. haiyoh. What to do?

April's fools this year is insignificant. I only fooled one person. Guess what i said? I told her that i just found out my parents married me of to a pakistani girl when i was still a child. And then i cannot marry and stuff. luckily she smart. Seh believed at first then after really thinking i guess she said "No wait! I dont believe you". Lasted about 30sec only.
Wahahaha....

My hair growing long fast. Just had a bloody $10 barber haircut three weeks ago. If i cut now i think i'll be wasting money. So i decided to let it grow. Also i will stop shaving my whiskas and chin. Then guess who i'd look like...Shoulder length hair, long moustache and goatee...Sings. M. Nasir! Maybe it would help me sing like M Nasir and have a great composer mind. To be as good as the artist, be like the artist. Wahahaha! Then Maybe i can get the Tan Sri Title like SM Salim and P. Ramlee..

How's Tan Sri Irfan?
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