M. Nasir & Jamal Abdillah

Ghazal Untuk Rabiah

Kilauan intan berkelip-kelip di langit tinggi
Dan cahaya menari-nari di langit biru
Tidaklah dapat menenangkan perasaanku
Yang rindukan kehadiran kasih

Gemersik irama merdu buluh perindu
Dan nyanyian pari-pari dari kayangan
Tidaklah dapat tenteramkan sanubari
Yang mendambakan kepastian kasihmu

Rela lepaskan segala-gala yang ku ada
Andai itu yang kau hajatkan

Rela terima apapun syaratnya dan dugaan
Untuk ku buktikan cintaku

Asalkan dapat ku mengubati hatiku yang cedera
ditumpaskan cinta

Asalkan dapat ku menundukkan amukan gelora jiwa
Yang menagih kasih

Yang halus yang tulus
Yang mulus yang kudus

Semoga malamku tidak lagi jadi medan airmata
Menusuk segenap kalbuku

Sedap kan? M.nasir the best Malay music making Man. [4M]

Went to the repair centre. The person said it would take 10-15 days. And now i dont have a handphone. Sigh. Nak pinjam siapa punyer arh? *Sapa Sapa Ada Extra HP?*
Everything went well i guess.
Pics ready to upload.
Kakak kirah if you want come to my house or pass me your username etc. for shutterfly to my email. Definately can sms. *Teringat Lagi*

Unreachable
Pahlawan Putih.

Mengapa kebahagiaan disambut keperitan sebuah peristiwa yang berdengung dengung di benak fikiran?

I am so angry right now.
So angry that i wish i had a keris so i can stab "you" with it. No lah. hehe. I think may just use it to cut carrots or something.
Back to the angry part.
So many things have gone wrong.
My phone wont turn on.
There is this stupid booklet from TP for my course in Applied food science. So what about my appeal?
Worst thing is that I cant find the bloody kamine [kah-mi-neigh] CD needed to upload my photo to the computer.
Bloody. To sum up....
I cant contact anyone when i am out, I may just kill myself and i hutang gambar.... KAMINE!!!
*cut carrots* *cut carrots*
SO Tired of looking for that CD.
Looked under the bed 4 times. [and i seldom do that.]
Where the **** is it lah?! so tired okay.
Frustration circling my mind.
Summmore with the stupid Ericsson phone. It broke down the other time also tau! I hate you Ericsson. Whoever you are!!!! i think i'll punch anyone by the name of Ericsson. Lets take it outside...

Ohkay....Lastest new. While blogging my maid founded the CD so i guess i upload the photos as soon as possible. It was in my youngest brothers room. No wonder i expected sabotage. I think i'll stab them with the cordless phone the next time i find the CD in their room. Hahaha....

Now i hope good luck will follow.....
My phone would be okay and stuff like that.

I planned to go running yesterday especially since noora passed her 2.4. Btw i didnt. So i wanted to start now so i wont have prob in NS. [i think i blogged this before.] Instead i spent the whoe day at home watching hindi movies again. I think it is already official that i watch more hindi movies than English movies. All thanks to rashidah. When i returned to her the CDs he passed to me she gave me another set of VCDs. Now i hate looking at Sharukh Khan's face. So with all the other supporting actors like Faridah Jalal, Johnny Lever etc. Very nauseating.
Watched Chori Chori Chupke Chupke. A better version of Di Kya Kare.

Okay gtg..
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Okay so it was curry chicken.
I guess i am not that good at smelling food.
So in the end i didnt had to go out and buy the alternative curry.

You know, i still missed the session of Haig Road mee goreng.
Damn ah.
Now i am practically craving for it.
Been "craving" since i got back from KL since as you know KL tak ada Mee Goreng Merah.
Yesterday during dikir, all the reasons for woohoo were cancelled.
They photocopied the lyrics for everyone.
Karut kelantan only 8 lines a usual. [Salah tengok]
The melody for Matang was found.
I think this set is good. Just good.
Our secret weapon is Indrah.
-After not singing for about two years [pasal NS] he comes back. You definately have to listen to his voice. You know those voices where you cant help but tear and shake your head in disbelief. Like Idan Taal. Ouh i couldnt help it! When he hit the high note. Fuhh power!
Actually come to think of it Indrah is our last hope. Hahaha.

Tumpat usually plays in the first few positions like 1, 2 and 3.
Its apain for all of us residing in the east area since Ayer Raja CC is somewhere in the west. Hai.
And also the crowd during the first few competitors mendak. They dont clap at all sometimes.
So demoralising in a sense.
Hope we get a slot somewhere in the petang.
Back to yesterday's practice.
-many people didnt turn up but we definately sang louder. This must be a sign. Also now since adi will be playing the gong, paluan would be sempurna for once since usually people who dont make it for the comp fight for the gong. The Gong player is considered as the lowest spot in dikir for most people but i think its the most important since you'd control the tempo and all. One competition i want to play gong arh.
Maju Tumpat!
Hahahaha...

I was thinking on how to tell my mother that there is a big possibility next week i wont be attending madrasah again.
Then i just told her that there is a big possibility next week i wont be attending madrasah again. :D so simple.
Susah susah buat aper?
You know i like studying and everything but i hate studying the same thing over and over again. All that is changed in Menegah 2 is the uniform, books and uztaz. Sirah nabawiyah sirah nabawiyah. Get bored easily arh. Cant we venture somewhere else in Islamic history? Sigh

Been dreaming bout the toyota Estima since i got a chance to ride it with dinazril the other time. Cool Lah. Macam a cool land submarine. So spacious. We must get it! hahahah.

AAAaaaaayyyyyyyyyy...........[A shout dragged very long]
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Banyak nyer "Masjid *forgot the name* the one at Bedok reservoir road."
[Btw its Masjid Kampung Melayu Alkaff]
Bangun lambat after blogging the precious post.
Bangun like around 1245.
Got up, bathed quickly then i went to Darul Ghufran.
Bleack...
I think next friday i go Masjid sultan arh.
Dikir Practice was okay.
People who only came when nearing competitions came.
Competition Next Sunday.
Woohoo.
Why? Pasal lyrics masih dua keping and all of the awok awok belom hafal [or even get a jist] of the Karut Yengkee, Kelatan and Patani. Karut Kelantan belambak pulak tu. Matang belom ada melody. Sigh...i hope we pull through seh. hahah.
Missed another session of Haig road food.
Missed the mee goreng okay.
The red like saga seed mee goreng.
Today arh i eat.
Mmmmhmmm....
Menu for today at the Kasban's residents is Roti Kirai and lamb curry i think.
The roti kirai part okay but lamb?
Korang dah tau aku tak suka Kambing!
Hahaha...I think later i go Safron or something buy Chicken Curry to enjoy with the roti kirai.

Ay yar. Adi's back from camp. 1-2 days only. Really hope he is doing okay. Ala mesti okay nyer betul tak?

Ouh yar. You know what is irritating? Thinking about blogging. Thinking about what i wanna blog about. Even worst, thinking about the fact that it is irritating to think about what i wanna blog about. Sometimes i dont even end up blogging bout the stuff. So messed up this blogger shit.

Ay Shidah...Releks sua. Wahahaha Pada aku kau tu second ada arh. Hahaha...Aku Os first arh. And it is all that matters :P Dulu aku kasi chance ajer. hahaha

Biomedical! Biomedical! Biomedical!
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Just sort of sent Kakak Kirah, Kakak Ya and Sahar off to KL.
Setakat Tampines Mrt ajer.
Also needed to pass my camera to Kakak Kirah since her digicam is down coz of the memory card. Nasib mine doesnt use memory cards.
Wasted arh tak pergi. Can imagine it would be fun and also i would make some of my blogger friends green eyed [again].
Hahaha.
Malangnya tak ada duit. No income beb.

Today's Friday yeah.
Only highlights of the day is sembahyang jumaat and Dikir.
Fridays for me is already to routine.
So bored.
Been thinking like always.
I think i should go to another mosque today.
Masjid *forgot the name* the one at Bedok reservoir road.
BAH to sleepy to think.

Think i want to go back to sleep.
Pahlawan Putih

I am so bored ya...
No job no nothing.
Sigh.
All i have been doing is thinking.
It gets irritating sometimes since i think about almost anything that doesnt concern me. You know like why they chose green light as "GO" and red light as "STOP". [does it have something to do with how our eyes react to the light or is it just due to preference] And then it links itself with another unrelated subject. Damn! When i get too tired of thinking i take a nap. Most of the times i toss and turn trying to sleep but instead i thinking bout stupid stuff. It helps that i force myself to focus on the colour black. Anyway i updated my Friendster profile stating like to think. I wanna me other thinkers as well ah. You know share experiences. Whahaha.
Its strange why i suddenly wanna blog about it. Well perhaps its because I GOT NOTHING TO DO ALL DAY! correction....NOTHING PRODUCTIVE TO DO!

Watching TV is my last resort. If not i am forced to think. Argh the thought.
Hey you know, Smallville is great yea. Lana is a dream and do you notice the lighting? Purposely placing light on only one side of the actor/actress face. It creates a sort of mysterious look and focuses on the angularness of the actors and the smooth face curves of the actresses. Interesting huh? *Nods head repeatedly with squinted eyes as if convincing something not that interesting*

Baazigar so corny and so 80s. Hahahaha.
Big curly hair and shit.
Similar to Duplicate
I forgot to mention i watched Hum Tumhare Hain Sanam.
Okay okay arh.
Great plot though.
Anyway i better stop and go find a job.
No income beb.
Macam maner nak beli makan, baju, benda yang akan memuaskan hanya untuk seketika.
Besides thinking and hindi movies...
I have been reading this book Kakak Kirah loaned to me. Diary of Adrian Mole. Really cool book. Enjoyed it alot that i almost finished the book today. Almost.

Went to the gym. Stupid ab machine broke. Pantat siapa tah berat sangat. Waste money only.
If you guys didnt know i only go to the gym because i am intimidated by my younger siblings. Especially my sister. She should win the sportsgirl of the year award. She is/was in sailing, kayaking, silat and she enjoys playing either football or basketball during the afternoons. Damn! Where to put face sia? I know i would enjoy kayaking and silat but i didnt have this much opportunity in school. Pantat! I dunno arh. Wont it be abit late if i join now? Wahahahah... Now the only sports i enjoy are cycling swimming and badminton. Havent badminton in a while. [Strange sentence]
I think i am gonna run laps soon. Just training to go NS in a few years. I hate running as i never finish what i am supposed to and i get mini-asthma attacks half way through. Ouh did i mention i dont have this thing called stamina. What to do?

After i found out bout Dina's obbesion with small flat moles, i counted how many i had on my arms. I told her Six. Then when i recounted i found out i got 13. Far off huh?
Does that mean i am...
sexaaaaaaaaaaaaay?
Hahaha

Ouh yeah. Been kinda regreting this past few weeks. You know about JAE application, posting appealing. I agree that i should not enter poly unless i know what i want to be. I think i could have entered Meridian JC. New school. Everbody targets the school since it's cut off point still reachable. Regret not thinking about entering JC. Regret placing a stupid course that i dont like as second and getting it. Regret i did not appeal for something within my grasp. SIGH!
Suddenly i want to finish it up.
U noe...get married, get a job, have kids, go haji, write a book or something then die.
Abis cerita. No fuss.

Thinking....Regreting [so emo. Relek arh. hahaha]
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Dil Se

Great.
Even better its beautiful.
Manisha & Preity are Beautiful.
The background/setting is beautiful.
The songs that are cuturally rich are beautiful.
And so is the underlying message of the movie beautiful.

New song:Chayya Chayya

Imagine dancing on the roof of the train. Mesti Shiok gilerrr.
Especially since it moves across lush green mountains and valleys.
They also featured a beautiful river, waterfall and a snow cap mountain.
First time i seen explosives used to give more impact to a love song. Love that explodes in the middle of battle field. The two leads also exploded in the ending.
Cool, na?

Before this movie i watched Dil Kya Kare.
Still not happy Kajol married ready.
Summore with Ajay. Cam nak bring it outside. Wahaha...
Cerita mak kehilangan anak. Macam maner tak sedih?

Next is Baazigar. Kakak Leen says its a must watch.
Btw all this VCDs are courtesy of Rashidah.
Hey thanks man. Nanti aku try and get it for you to show my graditude.

Stupid contacts. The woman say its unusual that my eyes hurt even if its first time. Pantat. Now i'll just have to wait and see. The were really red just know. Merah saga menyala beb. Okay gtg get some shut eye.

Mimpikan dirimu adinda....
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Saturday was a busy day.

Started of with a wedding at Tepak Sireh somewhere near Masjid Sultan.
Love has no boundaries. I say this since the Pengantins were above 50.
Kinda romantic doncha think? The Briyani was fine. i hate it when there is no proper Achar.
The normal cucmber and carrots one, and every briyani serving should have nanas!
It makes a big difference with achar nanas and achar timon. Must have arh!
Take note incase you're getting married soon.

After that i went to Downtown East Chalets.
Raihana had a small gathering. When i came i was the first guest to arrive.
The barbeque and all belum start so i decide to chill ajer ah. Baring tengok cerita hindustan half way thru.
RAAZ is a Hindi ghost story. Cool, na?
At 6 i made my way to Paya lebar. Dikir pracitce. Getting mendak-er by the practices...
Anyway now we have a lagu juara. Sigh. The same old thing. Actually the same old restrictions...you know arh..No fancy beats, ragam, and stuff like that.
Sigh. So tired and depressed just thinking about it.

Then after that i went back to the Chalet. Reached ard 930.
Some more people were there. There were also burnt but yet uncooked chicken.
Burnt hotdogs were also present. Coz i was hungry i decided to cook some chicken and sausages for myself.
Then my friends asked me to cook for them too. Well so i did. The thing is the fire wourd burnt the food not cook it.
Learnt this from countless unsuccessful barbeque gathereings. Patience humans. Even if you are hungry you would have to wait. Barbeque cooking aint those 2min instant foods. Then i overnighted there. Rasyid from BK came to join us.
The thing is he is Nadia's boyfriend. I am so happy like that pasal member boyfriend kawan. So like three of us know each other. Kinda odd since i do have a spot in my heart for Nadia. But nevertheless i am glad nadia ended up with Rasyid. Dah dehtu cam psycho sikit. Psychos are fun to be with.. Then we slept. As if. All morning we were awake. Stupid people were there. People i dont know.
Anyway i snored. Must have been fucked up tired that i did.

Got the JAE posting. Right place wrong course. Stupid.
Gonna appeal tomorrow since i cant make up my mind and cut off point for Bio medical science in TPis 12 when my points can onyl be lowered to 13. Pantat arh! So now maybe i will go to Republic Poly. Just now ada arh pergi TP ngan Shidah nak convince somebody that the course is for me. Tapi instead we just had a counsellor who's job was to destroy all hope of us getting into the course that we wanted. Kurang ajar. Anyway i'll have to wait till tomorrow.

Oh yeah.. I bought one day contacts for one month only. Guessed it'd be useful for dikir comps and shows so i dont have to wear my specs. Tomorrow also i have to pick them up. So i think i better postpone the thing till 4pm or something like that.

Three new shutterfly albums. Enjoy.
The Bunga Di Taman one is stupid since i only took the flowers on the account they were bloomed.
Also did you know i am a young botanist? Ypu now collect marks to gain a title. Kirah would say "How gay..." [She cant be stop i guess coz a certain Turkey keeps bugging her mind] But yeah i got the badge and everything for collecting leaf samples and shite.
However i dont intend to nuture this love for flower and plants that i currently dont have.

Anyway.. the second album is when i was cleaning my room due to the effects of boredom on my jobless self.
Yeah the room was in a mess. Piles of old worksheets lay untouched and useless. Threw three bags of crap down the chute. Then i was bored so i tried to make up a story with what i could find in my room. Then came the story : The Lion Samurai.

Anyway i planned to go back to KL on wednesday but since Cik lah was coming down to KL and noora [Noogha ["R" pekat]] and Baba mer left on tuesday i decide to stay till Thursday. We had fun. Eat eat eat. Even Cik Lah said that everywhere you turn in KL you would fine food. "Kuat makan eh orang ni semua?" Paling sedih is that they dont have Mee Goreng Merah. I would like to thank Kakak Kirah for opening the doors to your humble apartment and housing me temporarily and having to put up with me basically. Hahah....

Hai.......penatlah....dah tengah malam....
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Assalamualaikum dari Kuala Lumpur.
In a cyber cafe right now with Kirah, Khabir and Noora.
Dina and Azril left earlier on and i am sure all of us kind of sad about it pasal their the funnest couple i ever met.
Dina's like really energetic and all. Only my second time meeting the gusty couple.
Anyway here's the story of my journey.

Saturday....
Bagun pagi pagi to get ready to leave Singapore.
Fetched Cik Tipah, Cik norli and ilhan. So it was me, mother, father, cik norli, ilhan, cik tipah, kiffy and dedeel in the car. [Stream lah..boleh muat]
Fuck tau when we reached the larkin bus station. Father was really pessimistic when he heard that the aunties and myself were gonna take the bus to Kuala Lumpur.
"Ah..aku tak pernah pergi larkin nanti i get lost or anywthin i dunno ah...nanti lambat semua all i dunno ah." "Hah? ticket RM15? nanti korang kena tipu. Bas 25 seat bas kecik tau. Ah korang tak tau." he went on and on macam dier yang pergi. Sumpah i was expecting that from the likes of nenek..... Anywat when we reached KL we sort of parted ways since we had different hajats. hahaha
Anyway we are safe all the way here in KL. theres just been alot of eating and it seems every one short of cash.
Noora....ala i thought you said you're talkative?? haha... Also there is a made up story of me being Indiana Jones at san fransisco coffee. Kecoh okay..Dina made it up..
We are now actually Msning walaupun siting facing each other. Beside me khabir, directly infront of me is Kak kirah, beside her is noora.
i come back talk summore.

Hey abang besar and mimi. Why you guys tak pakai real name? Sedih seniors in the dikir world hide their identity... Oh okay....now i noe. hehe...dikir world is so intimate. Hahah. Anyway i listened more intently to the Mega Perdana 1993. Kesuma brought the tune from Radin Mas. Now i want to watch the movie. Aslo merpati putih used the lagu Mulutmu senjatamu melody. okay nak main game now....
Hope i can find perfect onde onde for you guys...
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Tema untuk post hari ni: ADOI!!!.......GERAMNYER!
[it helps if you treat it like a karut patani]

ADOI!!!.......GERAMNYER!
Went back to East Spring Secondary on wednesday to retrieve back my drawings to ducument them for my portfolio. ADOI! The stupid management let by the Craft and DNT HOD, Madam Chin, discarded almost all the art pieces in the art room. The reason being to create space for installation art. My drawings were placed in files where the creme de la creme art works by the students are preserved for examples of ideas for the future. Yes, it happens so my work is/was the cream of the crop type of work. [Hahaha..lerr action] They threw it away lah. Everything. Even though its in the files. Macam siakk! Alamak.... Now what am i gonna write about in my portfolio? Sarah was worst of losing her A2 tie & dye art piece. Macam nak tumbuk si chin tu ah.... Nasib baik Mr muhd coming to Singapore this friday and saturady. So then i guess he can sort things out though there is no hope in retrievng back mr art pieces....
*feeling drama starts now* Aku seperti kehilangan anak-anakku....Mengapa?!!?? Arms wide open faxing the sky as if questioning the misfortune that befallen on him by god..It starts to rain which adds on to the depression that his weak shoulders are carrying. He shouts abruptly then helplessly kneel down on mud that the rain created. His tears disguised as rain, trickled down and he began bursting out in to emotions he cannot control any longer over the loss of his "children"...

ADOI!!!.......GERAMNYER!
Also i discovered some harta karun from the art room. Ada Tape MEGA PERDANA 1993! 1993 lah! susah nak dapat. Mr muhammad nyer. I sort of pinjamed aje. I really am so lucky to have goten my hands to such an antic item. Then i was only 5+? Now i know my dikir history.] The thing is Mr Muhd was the one who recorded it so i can hear his comments and everything...:P
-Kelana Purba was johan then. Lirik dan lagu terbaik...Lagu apa? Lagu tune Dyan Yulaiha! My all time favourite. ADOI!!!.......GERAMNYER! Dorang bagus lah. really good.
-Somemore other lagu Dikir temasek [or lagu that were placed in dikir temasek] STJ...naib Johan...with lagu Selembut Sutera Man....another dikir song i learn to love.
-Srikandi Purbawisesa is Srikandi Ratna Widjinja. Or just similar. haha....Their Karut, siti i think, Played the seruling tune. The one they did it in the Tepuk Sepuluh for mega perdana 2000. Sedap okay...mendayu dayu. Geram..!
-The tune hikayat putera emas used for their lagu juara is sort of simillar to their lagu in MP 1995. or was it MP 1998?
-Adi watan ader seh. They are good okay. Malu kalau nak compare dengan current Anak watan. Sigh....Sedih.
-Merpatih Putih concept asli back then ah? cool.
-Kesuma dewa...Ah...their Indonesian inspired tunes......
ADOI!!!.......GERAMNYER!

Then there was this other tape labelled dikir '89.
Ingat apa. Sekali dikir school presentation of Siglap secondary. Yep. Mr Muhammad was involved. He did a cool Ewa Bulan. Lenguk semua tertib. Different version ajer. And back then they used kompang so the beats were a bit majlis perkahwinan. Also awok awok were made up of boys and girls....imagine the havoc. Those were the days when i was only two years old. hahahaha.....Ya...they were called Suria Kencana....Kecoh rite? hahah....Tapi interesting ah the way they brought it with semangat even though tak sempurna sangat. Yang penting dorang ader jiwa dikir.

ADOI!!!.......GERAMNYER!

Why did Keroncong untuk ana had to have a very low key? And its only one. I would need an eight hole seruling [the horizontal type of seruling] to complete the tune...Sigh. Wasted.....kalau tak dah sedap...Though of just making another hole but then aper kalau out of tune terus?? hahaha...

ADOI!!!.......GERAMNYER!
Mother tak kasi pergi KL unless she send me to Johor first to take the bus. So i going only on saturday...Sigh. janji dapat pergi.

ADOI!!!.......GERAMNYER!
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Hey you....[hahaha]

I went to Bugis Juction with Nadia and Raihana. Had Luch at swensons at around 1.30. The bill was really a shocker. $50 something for three people!! Okay after that the girls wanted to walk around and go shopping. Semua action dah dapat gaji. Hahaha. Ya so i basically tagged along, bought pants, some t-shirt and a bag. When you meet people frequently, you meet them to frequently. Jumpa Een, bapak with their friend. Salam salam ajer lepas tu berambos. Haha..

Really want to go Kuala Lumpur... Really dont want to miss Dikir Practice... How?
Going KL would be really cool coz i not going with my family. No fuss.
Dikir Practice is to important to me to miss. SIGH!..
The bus must leave at 11. If i dont go i will dread it rabak rabak. [applicable for both KL and dikir]

Dilemma....
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Have you ever liked a song so much even though its really a sad one. Well i just got introduced to one of M. Nasir's classics. Keroncong Untuk Ana. Lagu so javanese/indonesian how can i not be attracted? Been playing it over and over again. Ah....each time, a painful memory floats through my mind. Sigh...

Benarkah tiada bagi ku
Ruang di hatimu untuk ku bertapak
Walaupun sejengkal jari
Agar dapat ku berdiri
Di ambang pintu mu

Kemana hilangnya keroncong
Oh cinta yang kita nyanyikan bersama
Atau pun aku yang bersalah
Hanya menepuk tangan sebelah saja
Ana

Tiada ku sangka akhirnya
Kau tutup semua pintu cinta untuk ku
Hingga ku termangu
Tiada arah nak ku tuju
Membawa hati ku


Finding the song was really painstaking as most of the files found were .ram files and i dont have real player. Aku sangat bertuah untuk ada kawan seperti Adi. He downlaoded the song for me then sent it to me thru msn. Terima kasih lah banyak banyak. Kawan seperti Adi susah nak cari and i am begitu syukur ah basically. Lagi 9 hari and he masuk NS. Police force. Jangan main2 . SSEEMMPPOOOIII...hahahah.

Saturday:
Spent time with Adi, Mizan and Indra. The main plan was to go rumah Indra [@bradell] just to lepak. But me and adi knew we spent more time waiting then actual lepak. Hahah. MIzan last minute join. Indra had bola practice at marina bay. Me and adi were at bradell around 6. Hahah....Tunggu nyer tunggu. We left for indra's house at 8. At Indra's, i managed to learn a bit about Yahoo messenger. Also i watched a football match after such along time. Best jugak ah...Man U menang. Rumah dier only him and his mom. Also he has this kucing lawa ah. [Got pics tapi bila tah nak upload]
After that i made my way home. Passed by the ATM machine outside TM and bumped into Khairul. In BK uniform and all. He was attached to Airport BK during Feb thats why i noe him. Nak check gaji. that was around 1130pm already. The couple at the atm tooked a long time so we went to the bank. $400!!! + $30[for uniform] = $430. Paid literally to work overtime.

Today[sunday]:
Went madrasah as usual. Looked forward to going Al majlis or something to belanja kakak ya. Kakak ya had training so she was dead tired. However i kept pesstering her pasal takut dah takda duit next time. So in the end tak jadi. So then i thought i'd drop by to give CIk tipah $50 since rezeki lumayan. Sekali aku yang dapat duit for my good results. Dengan card sekali. Cik tipah was like "Orang kasi dier duit dier nak kasi kite balik" hahah....Then now i am here. Dead tired.

Tomorow date with two girls. Heheh....cam betul aja. Bluff lah.
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Ouch.
My stomach and chest is aching.
Must have been the trip to bedok gym on thursday.
Its like i cough with great difficulty.
Ouch.
Nak pakai t-shirt pun susah.
Cant raise my arms too high.
Ouch.

How could i forget?
Not Celupar days but the last time was during abang Najibs wedding.
The one i rushed from Eunos to Sembawang and back.
Still remember how kecoh and rushy it was that i left my best shirt.
No matter what i enjoy dikir for the adrenline rush it gives me. hehe

Isnt it confusing? Well this post is at 1.50 so was the previous one. both on saturday....hahahah...
Might be going rumah indra later on to chill. [frankie: Pyar it to chill]
Just because takda kerja.
Pay day is tomorow....yeah.
Dont know whethe want to work or not....
Pahlwan Putih

Just now Dikir was sort of great.
Shoik dapat pekik.
Was supposed to meet Zuraidi at Paya Lebar @ 6.30.
In the mood to arrive early.
In the end i didnt meet adi but Jumaad and Indra.
Decided to leave with them to the cc since adi wasnt there yet.
When we arrived, Dapi and Suhardi was there.
Indra kenapa ko tak test aku?
Waste my effort buat homework.
Anw, some senoirs came in for practice.
Balaq, Wan [anak watan] and his friend.
Again practice was stressed on penghayatan.
The tumpat spirit macam dah takda. I think we should do another outdoor at sentosa. Bring food and all. Maybe after that then it would be fun.
Hirwan still remebers my name sia. Tak sangka boleh ingat. Bertemu last time in Celupar days...last year? haha.
Anak wataners would be more frequetly practicing with us now.
Cool na?

Long time want to blog bout this.
I have a plant which is a bromeliad.
I place it in my room and seldom water it.
The thing is it never wilts or anything even though my room every night aircon.
I think it has something to do with me bacakan al fatihah.
Yea, it may seem stupid but i did when it was just bought.
The thing is this plant has a red "flower" at the center which wilts every time my mom buys it. So all the rest that we have is just the leaves without the flower.
This one managed to survive even though i only water it like 1 time fornghtly.
Strange how Al fatihah helps it to survive.

Anyway...
Kenapa harus kamu menjelma kembali dalam kenangan ku?
Kenapa harus kamu menjadi impian yang ku tidak mungkin capai?
Kenapa harus wajah mu terukir dalam khayalan?
Kenapa harus kami berpisah sewaktu ku sedang menikmati kehadiranmu?
Pahlawan Putih

I am glad i made aquaintences with you. :)

Finally i will be going KL. Insya allah. I want to enjoy! Use up my last pay. 13th date of departure. Mother kasi pulak tu Guess the good results proved everyone. Hey i still went dikir nearing the os...Did i fail? nope. I did well. So what if i came from a neighbourhood school? Hah! look whos laughing. Every second you demoralise me with you stupid nagging i just forget. But now can you forget that i scored well? Hah! i am laughing at your face now and never again. Now i know i can do anything i want.
I still feel that i wasted my entry pass to JC. I mean i qualify and everything but never even enter. Malay not being a prequesite to enter University anymore should have helped but i guess JC life maybe a wee bit too stressful.

Wednesday's attempt in finding a job was wasteful. Though i did enjoy Jumaad [aka bapak] and indra's company. Went around town twice. Biasa untuk pemuda zaman sekarang buat kerja cam gini. heheh. Before this adventure, i went on a trip with Sarah. Mati Mati dier nak orang ikut dier pergi Ngee ann poly to submit her early childhood application. Dah kena pergi the childcare she works at dulu. Nasib abik she kept her promise and belanjaed me.

This days i am getting hooked on Frappes/ice blended. Ultimate Favourite is Caramel for Mc cafe and starbucks, Pure vanilla for Coffee Bean & Tea Leaves [Never discriminate the tea leaves and leave them out. Get it? hahah] Naik Habit. Spent quite alot just in this sector. hahah...

Okay quite late now. Besok ada Dikir. Yay!
Big Yahoo!
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Chak Dung Dung !!

Wait for the song to upload.

Saturday was alrite. Groove theory was like a mini party. Very intimate session. Good coz i was expecting posers coming in their stupid outfits they think is cool. Badly wanted to see Kakak kirah peform as it was te mainreason i was there. Kalau Dangdut tak nak, apa lagi nyanyi? hahaha...Highlights were seeing VE perform for the first time [never heard of them before this] and laughing to Kakak Leen when she was dangdut-ing. You know i am in dikir so i made use of my loud claps and suara to cheer for her till she won coz the loudest sheer got prizes...cheh macam aku the only factor she won...hhahaha....tapi it was great.
After that i went to my first visit to al-majlis. Ouh...sheesha.....Ouh.....police screening me. Hahah...Really terkejut for a while as tak pernah have anything to do with the police. Just some questions and alot of actionnesss. Act fierce aje. Nasib baik what was on their minds were our probable invovlement in Secret Societies or lack thereof. Wanna go back there again sometime. My treat next time. :) [after the 7th. Make plans with me! Sape lagi nak datang?]

Sunday was as usual. Madrasah then had work at 5. Last day was great coz my shift was with Rasyid member gua. Also mostly all the guys were doing counter and the girls in the kitchen. We even had a mini war. Kitchen vs Counter. Merepek but entertaining fo the last day. Gonna start missing them. Anw...Kah mun didnt do well for her o's...Khim rong who is from cedar had L1R4 10 pts, L1R5 13 pts. Macam Whoa! Rasyid yang begitu relaxed...got 18 for R4. Funny how he was proud he did not have a R5 printed on the slip. Kecoh. Also both of us ran to catch last bus since neither of us wanted to take the transport. Lari macam takda harapan.
After that i stayed up late online with some msn contacts. Best okay. Was strangely chatting with Faqeehah again. Strange as we actually stopped for quite a while.

Then there's today. Got serious bout deciding my course choices. SEt in my application for the Art teacher scholarship and went to Far east plaza for the first time in my teenagehood. hahah. Just look around for stuff. Luckily i got what i was looking for. $20 only. Tomorrow i think i'll go back there again. NOw i know where cahaya is. I cant go Al-majlis then go there arh my treat. Okay or not okay?
hehe...

Tomorrow going with indra to find a job. somewhere in town.
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