Boxers.

Have always found them um well intriguing. Okay this post may get uncomfortable for some, so reader's discretion adviced. Since young i have been a brief wearer so making the change to boxers just because its more trendier is difficult. Not that i try to follow trend. Proud to be an eccentric. Myth, its cooler [both literally & not] when you wear boxers. Hahah okay okay..The talk is as angel bought me a pair of boxers as a gift. I loike. Well i made it to my template. Yes thats boxers you see hahah...

My Cousin Vinny. Watched it on Saturday night, i think. Great movie. Driving factor was the comedy and hilarious storyline. About two guys who accidentally shoplifted and got mistaken for murderers. Since they had not much money they hired cousin Vinny, a fake lawyer. In the end they won the case. But the funny part was how they won it.

Well yesterday was sorta okay. Dragged helfi along so we could survey the topics groups choose to tackle with the theme Tsunami. It was waayyyy draggy. Tapi okay lah.. I was routing for Ditu cos their set was really hebat. haha


Me & helfi

Helfi, "Celaka! Dont tell me what to do!"

Me and a beetle. Yellow wouldnt be the colour if i had one.

If you noticed. helfi's wearing the same wak-ly sandals i have. Copy cat.

I hope school's gonna be abit more relaxing this week.

Catch you someother time
Pahlawan Putih

Boredom is a Devil's playground


Pirate of the Inorganic Chem Lab. hahah Thats Aluminium foil and paper towel to wipe test tubes and what not.

The things we do. Updated my fotopages with more pics of the nonsense in school.

The week has ended. It brings relief, only temporarily. The week was laden with tests and deadlines. Fhew. Jeng jeng jeng. Semestral exams are coming up in three weeks including study week. Unsure if i can make it.

Apologies. This post was uncomplete and it got published.

Im here in the dinning room. My dad just finished "teaching" my brother.
Does sparing the rod really mean spoiling the child?
I can relate to my brother because i've been through it. To think my father actually thinks caning will solve all the child's academical problems. Sigh. I would have to disagree cause i got through it myself and the caning just left alot of scars.
Btw he hasnt caned my brother yet, just threatening too..

Where has my enthusiam gone?
Palawan Putih

Click it, Click it, Click it.
Click it like a polaroid camera.



Just finished mounting the photographs. Want to win the first prize, a canon 4mega pixel camera.
I m thankful for the camera i already have which is my dad's. Without it, i would not have developed an interest in photography. It would be interesting though if i had a camera with more functions. So please??


The theme, title and the description of the photos.
1. Visual
Visually Misleading
A directional sign. Visual. Sun rays. Light an important requirement for visuals to be seen. [I dont like this one the most. haha what a waste of 4 bucks]

2. Adventure
What's up?
Curiousity fuels adventure. Knowing that limitations can be overcomed.

3. Orange
Orange Peel
Redundant. Insignificant compared to the flesh it once held. But is there more to it? Dried orange peel anyone?

4. Celebration
Eidil Adha
A day where mosques becomes the centre of attraction. Live sheeps within reach somewhere other than the zoo. Slaughter somewhere other than the slauther house. An eye opening celebration one cannot deny.

5. Design
Buffet spread
Designed for fuss free serving. Food stays warm assured by candles. Food protected from insects. Designed in such way the host can spend more time with the guest and the guest can chose what he/she wants. Thus minimal wastage.

6. Natural
Natural Charm
(My favourite amongst them) All he wanted to do was scribble. Young ones, no matter what size or shape, seem to poses a certain charm that has the ability to melt even a heart of stone. Maybe its their innocence, ignorance or even those candid adorable expressions.

7. Open house
Teko
A utensil customary to a traditional malay open house. Before and after the meal eager hands get cleaned by the water filled teko. Still amdist the commotion of an open house, it waits for soiled hands to wash.

Hope to get more exposure and constructive critism. Just for the fun basically. But i do hope i win the camera. No lah very unlikely.. haha i hope i just have fun.

Bismillah.
Tamatkanlah balak ini yang memberatkan setiap nafas kami. Lesapkanlah dia yang bergantung di udara mengaburi penglihatan kami. Ya Allah, basahilah bumi yang kotang ini. Dan selubungkan ia dengan rahmatMu. Tiupkanlah awan yang masih ragu-ragu. Agar mereka turunkan hujan, mainkan irama yang sering membawa lega ke jiwa. Pras, Pris. Sebuah lagu yang ku hanya ingin menghayati pada saat ini. Sebuah lagu yang membawa hidup kembali lagi. Sesungguhnya Engkau yang maha penyayang. Amin.

I think the soil we step on is showing its stand on having the casino. Yes i am against it. Bad things have been happening. And i have a feeling it will continue to. Another reason for me not to stay here in sg.

This heat is a bitter cry for help.

Haba ini suatu rayuan pahit
Pahlawan Putih

Masyaallah ya habibie.


I got myself a fotopages account. Enjoy!

My youngest brother (adeel) as Sheikh Ahmad Yassin.

Hungry and late for dinner, the family headed to KTM the train station. Heard of cheap hawker food with good reputation. When we arrived, there was no seating and lets just say if your stomach had faces they would have frowned. We had a status report a while after wandering around the place. Had to wait 2hr something for food coz the queues were real long. Ramli burger 2hrs?

Pissed, with the frowns still on our stomachs, mom asked for suggestions. Hastily i recommended Samar cafe though i havent been there before. Well that was the point. Experience Samar cafe while mom pays the bill. heh.. Obviously she was hesitant at first. The food quite expensive and the chicken abit on the dry tough side. But the rice... so appetising. I could eat a whole rice cooker pot of it.
9 a point 10 for ambience. Its like a short holiday to the middle east. The arab music. The incense. The guy samra-ing by himself and occasionally clapping to the music. The lights ceiling the carpet etc. A must go once in your life thing.

I watched Mega Perdana 2004 just now in school. PST guys who were interested came to watch it together. It was funny how some of them were actually involved in it and looking at themselves playing. Hai.. I thought to myself. When's my turn? It doesnt help im impatient and my group is at a stagnant stationary phase. Haiyoh yoh..boleh pening tu kepala.. I just wanna..

We're not playing for the up coming comp. Im glad to say i would be supporting it necertheless. Helfi said he'll go.. but as pernormal im mentally prepared to go on my own if he manages somehow to cancel plans. I really would like to exprience the other's interpretation of Tsunami as the theme.

Im kinda sleepy. Just finished part of the FC project and CSAS project..

I need some shut eye.
Pahlawan Pilu

Al fatiha.

Seconds before the show on saturday, mamat asked us to gather around. He told us that someone had just passed away. We were about to sedekahkan Al fatiha when we were called up to the stage. After we sat on the platform and the percussions stop playing, Mamat requested for a minute of silence. His exact words "..our friend just passed away" As i whispered the surah i began to wonder who the person was. After the show Azmi asked for the name of the Allahyarham. "Fahmi" said Faz.

Then i read Kakak kirah's blog. It is indeed a small world. My hearfelt condolences to fadzli and family. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. amin.

Pahlawan Putih

Ke lobang jendela aku nak lompat!
Jeng jeng jeng jeng

The show on Saturday was slightly, just slightly funner than the one on Thursday. 3 karuts. Aiman being sabo-ed. Malu. Dancing on the stage. Jangan engkau merayu lagi....Dangdut! Had fun showing off/shaking my barely-could-fit-L-size-undies-butt. (Ya that big.) haha. The sad part always the audience lah. Puteri-putera lilin semacam. Well cant blame them. We performed at two so it was naturally scorching.

Well 5 days in a week we met for either practice or the actual event. Only Sunday and Wednesday kita off. As they say, the more time you spend with people, the more colours you see. Well lemme start by saying all the names have been altered to protect the identity of the real person cos in this blogging world you really dont know who's readin your blog.

Dua mat sailors in a conversation after the show.
Simon: Boleh ajar beat simple simple ke? [Could you teach me a simple beat? refering to the rebana ibu]
Randy: Tak boleh ah. Susah. [Cannot ah. its difficult]
Randy continues drumming the rebana as if he was a pro for 12 years already.

I didnt know dikir was about being selfish. Well randy has some attitude problem. He should learn that ilmu tak dibawa mati. [You cant bring knowledge to the grave] so might as well pass it on. But simon also can be annoying. Always rechecking steps, always confirming what he has to do. He's new to dikir and i think he wants to make sure he gets in for Khatulistiwa.

I think its me. Not them. Sometimes its just a bad day and you feel like hating everyone and anyone. Get annoyed by their attributes and forget where you stand. Well aku sendiri tak tau main rebana. "Cak" belom pass pass. 'Beat bodoh' pun tak lepas. Bodoh betui aku ni. But the thing is im not afraid to ask. And there are those who are not afraid to help. Kalau semua orang macam Randy tak lama lagi dikir pun takda. Hai randy randy bagus sangatlah kau bertanduk si biri-biri.

RaQ
aiman? he's a distant cousin of mine! hah..small world indeed. well, small sg actually.
Haha Its a small world after all. He's always merepek i presume?

chuck
hi..bloghopped my way here.i think u're a bit mat-ish...but u do have gd english.n u're kinda amusing. GO! ­
Thanks, i think haha. Kinda?? i AM. hahah thanks again. =D Btw you ryhme.. hahah

hazieee
oh ya, and the children thingy.. ah i figured tt i wld rather nt bring them to this world.. than bring them here and not be able to bring them up well or provide for them. ­
i dont want them becomin lk those homeless freaks who waste their nites away in void decks of ulu blocks.. useless peoplee. ­ i love them too much to allow them to be like that! or smthin like it.
Ya lor precisely.
I saw this family once. Father looked like ex-gang member. Mother was smoking while pregnant! She looked ard 7 mths pregnant. Barely wearing anything. The kid reminded me of me at his age. Face like the same. He was subjected to verbal abuse for going near the hot roti prata frying pan. A scolding and advice would be enough but the father had to go on and on. They should have prerequesites to having a child.

hazieee
ahh, look like smallboy! maybe 12-14? kekekeke. ­
Alamak. hahah okay.. good rite? hahah

koonie
niceeeeeeee(= haha u look v happy in e last foto~­
I look happy? i WAS happy. Thats why i looked happy. hahah.

Ja
I agree. Cute sak in you dikir outfit ­
Um thanks mysterious woman.

angelle
looks cute in the dikir photos. you better perform next year too so that i can watch them. =)
Hahah want to wait till next year. you sure?

angelle
heyy sexxayy b*tt. *pukes. hehh. enjoyed todayy. =) miss you in the weekend. cant head to tp tmr. have a jampacked and stressful day coming. ahh. wish me good.
GOOD! Hey you feeling alrite? haha

Havent finished my lab logbook or the project. how?

Next post: family encounter at samar cafe.

Nandung nandung dayang si nandung...
Pahlawan Putih

Samseng samseng samseng samseng....

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click for larger pic. Aiman's the big one at the centre. hahah kecoh

Partial view of mamat, indera and ayie.

Thanks again Jas-mine.

pics of me dikiring

percussion: abu zar & haitir. Me

& me. Tank u jas-mine.

Overall okay lah. The audience were a little bit unresponsive so we dont know if we were funny ke wat ke wat. Not many also watched up close. The sun was blazing lah. Next show at ard 1.55pm on Saturday. Do support us.

I got lots to do by next week. 3 tests on tuesday. A group lab report due. Search for an article. and.. umm ya thats it. alot alot.

School tomorrow. argh
Pahlawan Putih

Come down, yea?

Temasek Poly open house starts today and the last day would be on Saturday. Performing today at ard 4.15pm i think and on saturday im not sure when. Great thing is i dont need to go for any lessons today. Yippedeedoodaahey.

Gonna sweat berbaldi-baldi today. Gotta bring deoderant, towel and an extra t-shirt.

angelle
the kid dun look like you. sure is youurrss??? lols.
My nephew lah. But looks like me what.. Cute, handsome, charming...*cough. =P

Fad
haha. the one one ur hands looks like he's gonna bite ur hands of anytime. so cute. Eh ah ah.. hahah.. adorable ah tak leh carry.

ren.
cute ah budak tu... bukan yang besau.. yang botak tu.... heeeeee­
Yelah... aku ni apa kan. hahah takda lah aku pun agree.

haziee
"Is it possible for someone to love their "children" so much they decide not to have them?" ...my point of view, word for word! .. i never thought anyone else wld actually think this way as well. ((:
HEY. I never thought anyone else wld actually think this way as well. Man. But somewhat true yeah?

aliff
hi...ni aliff...aku yg nyanyi cenderawasih kat concert solo siglap nusantara orchestra..tarok la lagu cenderawasih....
Insyaallah. I'd have to upload it up first. Patience yea?

Gonna lay down. My back feeling weird. Cramp bukan, patah bukan... apa ni.

Masuklah TP...
Joinlah PST...
Palawan Putih

Rastamancha

Almost gonna be a whole week of PST. Enjoying practices as it resembles the ones i had in earlier 2002-03. Full of fun and humour. Not too formal. High spirits. Tarian girls practicing in viewable distance. ahem.. hahah. Gonna do a few reggae numbers. Including wau bulan. Kecoh. Would be labelled dikir posing if it werent for the masses. Best part of the set would be the juara. Goosebumps. Shudders. Picture honey dripping down from a spoon in a continuous variated fashion. Thats how smooth, full of control his voice is.
Mamat wouldnt be beheaded if he was a king's jester. Aiman breaks the tension anytime with his thick skinnedness. The things he does. Also first time, a chinese guy plays with us. Nama dia ron. dorang panggil dia ron cina. He plays the gong and just now i think it was great we showed gratitude for being patient with us.
Radical bunch of guys just coming together and doing our seni thang. yea rite

Alangkah kepalang cara bonda nak di buang
Saku seluk niat bermunajat hendak ketis ninda punya pantang
Sayang tepak moyang kini dayang cuba nak tendang
Sayang ahai sayang warisan bangsa lusuh bergoyang.

I skipped a maths and food chem lecture just now at ard 1. Went home to rest instead and study for a Life sciences test later at 6pm. Quite glad i went home cause i managed to study. The test was fairly easy. Lucky. Nowadays i take my bike so its not a hassle to get back home. Starting to save more cutting down on bus fare.

Not a very flattering pic of me. Baru-abes-swimming-tak-tau-sikat-takda-gel-pipi-asal-fat-and-what-an-annoying-pose. But look at riyas. All grumpy and being a bundle of adorability. Geram as they say. I could just bite off those cheeks.


Prospective father? i cant wait

Problem is i have been thinking. Do i really want offsprings? Put them into this world which is full of homosapiens already? full of complications -diseases, politics etc. Is it possible for someone to love their "children" so much they decide not to have them? get it? .. well still long way to go.

The tsunami thing not going as planned.
Setiap langkah menuju ke impian, di sorong mundur kebelakang. Cahaya bagai menyorok dari jiwa kami. Semangkin lesap. Tenaga bak di rompak. Hajat terus di pijak. Hati ingin berehat. Sudah lama ia dipahat. dekat menjadi niskala... m

Im losing it.

Next hobby: Gamelan?
Pahlawan Putih

Heard the one about the priest and the rabbi?

Watched keeping the faith yesterday night. Yeah maybe solely cos Jenna Elfman was in it. heh. Entertaining and smartly comical. Enjoyed it.

Just finished a lab report which is due tomorrow. I m happy i got it over with. One clap for me. Gonna buy a Crunch chocolate bar for myself. Gotta bathe first. heh. Yeah preoccupied with the assignment and all.

Did okay for my term test. Seem to be in the B range. Bboy. ahak. choke.

You know i m still craving for that perfect plate of Jemputan briyani. Aw man.. Screw buffet weddings. More on food. Musim. Seasonal. Neatly peeling their exteriors and then slowly gorge on their succulent flesh. Mandrin oranges yea. Almost everday. I think i m gonna have one after this.


arni
irfan bhaiyya~ next tym dress up as an indian bridegroom... musti werkz.. den leh joget joget to dat song!
hahaha. Banghra!
Come to think of it im half indian and got not even a decent piece of kurta. Im craving for nasi briyani. Listening to hindi inspired songs. Is this a sign?

Changed the song already. Listen to it and tell me what you think yeah?

maka syukur illah,
terangnya bulan,
Sebagai nikmat tuhannn...

Laaaaa la la la la la la la
Pahlawan Putih

Rhoma Irama!

I love a few of his songs man. Im gonna sound like a fanatic boyband chasing teenage girl filled with raging hormones when i say We share the same birthday. But he's was way back in 1942. And the woman? She IS Lata Mangeshkar. Yep singing in malay. haha.. Enjoying Purnama.mp3 now. I just changed my blog song so im not gonna change too soon.
"Ehh..Malam bulan purnama. Bermandikan cahaya...Ohhh"

I feel like singing to a pretty girl in a saree by the beach during sunset. Her saree would follow the rythm of the graceful wind [probably artificial using a fan]as i reach out to her with my right hand while my left hand is place in my heart. hahahahah Corny sia!

Wah.. Thank ye much for ye commentas. Put a smile to my face.

shaf
hello. nice read ­ abt the pics, maybe u should try out for sungguh hot, where all the mats and minahs congregate. haha
[Sungguh hot? whats that? hahah Thanks again for dropping by :D]

Fad
kwa kwa kwaa! i can see! i can see! and i cant stop laughing. haha! shud taper 3/4 lah fan. more minahs dig that. heh. tapi overall ade mcm model skit2. hahha.
[hahaha like i said i dont have tapered pants lah.. i try again some day haha thanks]

haziee
ah, naf, this is ZE pic u should put on friendster! betcha tt lotsa minahS will swwoOooon. ­
[haha okay adivice taken]

arni
kurang tu tapert nyer fan. kekekek... but da shades fits u oh-so-nicely ­ [Terima kasihahah]

ren.
hencem sey mcm anak metro.. haha tapik ni lebih cute ah ... hahaha­ [Taktakut taktakut. hahah]

For the record. I m NOT trying to be a mat. No dreams, aspirations whatsoever to become one. Mocking them prehaps. haha Entertaining people thru making a fool of myself. *winks ala elvis. quick grin
Maybe next i dress up. Ska ke. Punk ke. wahahah

Two days gone wasted. Didnt do much actually. Stay at home an complain about the heat. The sun shines at an angle so only the rooms get scorching hot.

Mere naam Irfan heh
Pahlawan Putih

Chinese new year eve.


As you can see the pic is on Jas posing with a flammable sign. It looked gong xi fa cai ish so i decided to make it up.

I like this particular piece the Siglap Nusantara Orchestra played. It was their intro to the concert. It sounds royal, traditional King's court music. I like how slow it is. If only the world move in that pace.

Just came back from a bbq pit organized by Uncle hassan. Total irrelevance. No significance. At least i got to experince being in a sauna. So cool. I mean hot.

Im sleepy now. but holding it up. I heard a malay song with hindi tune to it in the car on the way back home. I m leaning towards my indian heritage now. My briyani blood level is down and i cant stop thinking of briyani. Now im looking for songs online by Rhoma Irama. The woman singer sounds like Lata Mangeshka. Nice

Pahlawan Signing out
Putih nan merah.

Matify me

Wahahaha..i didnt have tapered jean so i fold them in to make it look like they were. Amacam? Jadi tak? tinggal join gang bawah blok hisap rokok main gitar.

More pics.
Had an adventure. Think i am getting attached to the mosque. Its really peaceful there. You can smell the sea brought to you by the winds that come from pasir ris beach. And its always windy. Met helfi to brainstorm. After that we went up to the roof of the mosque. Best ah.. Here are some pics.

Up to mischeif

Boring pic of me taken by helfi. A cool pic of helfi taken by me.

Panoramic view from the roof

Its was way cool! Thanks again helfi.

Whats up with anonymous tags? I dont even know you man. Why dont you leave a link? eg. fratello, qwert, aliff, orAng, ja.. who are you people sia? Sekali the same person with different voices in his/her head like mary roach

Dont have school today but still have to go to school. Haiyah!

Zohor at the mosque,
Pahlawan Putih

Aku kena tipu

When they told me i'd be teaching small kids they didnt specify how small. K2 lah.. And its not really dikir barat dikir barat. Its just show dikir barat. The kids arent even gonna sing. Lagu arab berEWA-EWA... But its fun and entertaining. Mock Juara karuts are twins [typical seh]. Funny when they tried to confuse the ustazah by switching names. The one closer to for some reason stroke my arm like stroking a cat. Abeh ustazah dier marah like apa tah. Kecoh. I m just upset not being able to really teach proper. Maybe i'll open up a group at the mosque if they allow.

Friday
Leader didnt show up. Tak pernah crossed his mind that if he cant make it he should inform earlier. When i reached the cc i was "Im gonna punch a hole through a wall" angry. ~10 people showed up. Those who talked alot mainly bullshitting didnt show up. Come on lah sekarang side mana yang buat problems? With my anger i sang loudly when we jammed. keluar kan semua the bad air. Sang all sorts of lagu for the first time. Syok sendiri.

Helfi.
Really dont know what to say. He said he'd go to the taklimat with me yesterday. Well he did go in the end. To think of it all the time i ask to tag along be it hari raya or what, he never shows up. Ada je last minute thing somewhere. Shidah would agree. Not angry or anything because its expected. But first time yesterday he was all drama requesting me to scold him. Kau weird benor. hahah main main lah.

Arrived punctually for the taklimat. Got to meet arni! Fun get to see bloggers in person. Hope to meet all someday. Panjy guys were there too they offered tosit with them. I got to pick the position we were playing. Suay betui. we're playing 2nd. Tumpat has always had to be one of the first few to perform. If only our performance was a bit later or something. Oh and the theme for the competition is you guessed it Tsunami.

bored,
Pahlawan Putih

$10

I usually withdraw $10 for friday expenditure and it vanishes by the end of the day.. I wonder what i spend it on.

breakfast
Potato Pau : $0.50
lunch
Plate of rice and side dishes: ~$2.00
Lime juice: $0.50
Chocolate: $1.00
friday prayers
$2 for the mosque.
Kueh bakar: $1.00
Tea
Lo Mai kai[Nasi pulut ayam]: $1.00
Teh bunga: $0.70

yah.. $9.70 total. At home i bug my mom for an extra $4 so i could feast at haig road after practice.

Fad
ahahaha! Im gonna keep tabs on ur matify project. heh.
Part II coming soon.

koonieee
my God..u look like a perverted ah pek.lols.­
really ah? i never seen perverted apek so handsome and dashing.

qwert
tap seluar pun ok
wait for Matify pt II

ren.
Naf- tak macam mat lah.... macam semut ah.. heeeeeee
wahahah... ah ah in some angles

Kirah
haha kelakar that sunglasses post/pose. Love you Irfan!
Aww Thanks. Should get together soon. I need to excercise my stomach laughing.

arni
kekekeke! lawa banget lah tu cimater~
hahaha cimater ngak perlu digolekie lagi [english: search for sunglasses has ended.]

I might be taking part in Click 2005 a photo taking competition whereby we are given 15 themes to express through photography in celebration of TPs 15 birthday[i think]. Weird rules lah. A large advantage to those that sends in entries for all 15 themes. Very unfair. The photos we have to develop and mount on a board. Money money money..
Some weird pics i took in school.

Notice the camera case? It excentuates the stupidity of the cameraman

hahaha

Jasmine living up to her name.

Spreading the love. The sunglasses love. Angel, koonie and hazel.

Gotta run. Madrasah kids to teach..

2..2..3..4
~Pahlawan Putih~

What goes in the alimentary

Briyani.
Not many weddings this days. I pine for a good plate of Briyani Daging with a side of Ayam masak merah, achar timun and nanas. The aroma wafting in a distant memory. Islamic and most other briyani lacks the umph factor. Most probably its the lack of achar. Think about it. Briyani is never and cannot be perfect without achar[both timun and nanas]. Briyani would lack personality and not satisfying towards the raging hunger. Just proves that its the little things that matter.

Coke vs Pepsi.

Personally, Pepsi. But its quite hard to get a decent can of pepsi in sg compared to when in Saudi. All them Coke vending machines. I would drink a few bottles [glass with plastic caps]of pepsi light during meal times at Mecca. But hard to get in sg ah. In Saudi, pepsi reigns supreme over coke. Which is good i guess.

Persada Seni Dikir. Maybe. waiting for the groups decision.

Im gonna go look a microorganisms today. Most thursdays we have BMic lab [basic microbiology]. Its a new thing which is kinda cool. Looking under the microscope, preparing cultures, dancing around. okay maybe not dancing.

One victim. Told you it work work. Mat-ified

achar.... hmm (salivates)
Pahlawan Ngak Puas

Silau!

I bought sunglasses for forty bucks! Gilaingatcapduit. Actually i would say i fell into the bottomless pit of smart salesmanship. Actually saleswomanship. The woman told me the pair of sunglasses was originally $138+. Then she reduced it to 50. I told her it was out of my budjet and i didnt like the sunglasses that much. Lets say its looks mat-ty. But she kept insisting and lowering the price. I though woah what a good bargain. In less then 10 minutes she had me eating from the palm of her hand. Cheated.


So i decided to take a mat-ty pic of me. hehehe. Yeah with the singlet and all. I think i'll change my friendster pic to this one and count how many minahs would add me. conferm banyak

haha
Pahlwan Mat-ty

Anticipating the moon resting on my lap

At the edge. In dilemma. Caught in between. Contemplating my next move. Sit at the edge. Or lean back and enjoy the ride. Anxiously anticipating. Stagant? Exciting? What? what? Nervous. Twisting and turning uneasily, the ring on my index finger. Scraping and peeling loose skin at the side of my fingers. Why am i elated? or is it drepression. Confused T am. or is it I am confused. In wait of an event. In wait of a climax. What is prediction? What is the catch. Why am i going around aimlessly?

Well instead of having practice, i was invited to Darul Ghufran's malam seribu kenanagan. A dinner event at Singgahsana hall to thank those who helped out during Korban. It was a last minute invitation but at least i ended with something to do that evening. Even got a certificate of appreciation.



School's getting dull. Abhor benor having to get acustom to school over and over again. The term breaks leaves me numb. ahai

Im enjoying PST training. Fun and fresh. Songs that differ from what im used to. New friends. New experiences.

Sayang ahai sayang,
Pahlawan Putih