Friday, May 19, 2006

nĂ¢'staljeeu

when everything was starting to settle, the ground rambled and rumbled.

for now, im tryng to contain my logic from ever finding an emotion suitable for the expression and expulsion of the tension i have in me.

anyway, i had an off day on wednesday. Tried to complete parts of PPP script but due to distractions and a certain relaxing pill, it came to no avail. After which, when i was supposed to be in a dilemma about which 'event' to go for, i left tampines for tanjong pagar. There was a titisan + snt orientation in school, but instead of being one more person to feed egg and sardine sandwiches (hehe, dee) i thought i went to tapac to be in love again.
i dont know why but i really love that place. Sriwana was fun. much needed. though it made my leg cramps worst. heh. We're learning Serampang 12, and i got really excited to know that the 12 ragams (thus called Serampang 12) has a poem attached to them, that brings a symbolism for people to interpret.

a real good ending to day.
Another highlight of that faithful wednesday, was stopping halfway on the pathway to school, squating down like eager little children and triggering bouts of memories. Me, aida and hajar were running our aged fingers along the stalk, briefing molesting each leaf, playfully teasing every blade, and gasping to the sight of those pink frozen mini-fireworks.
Does its effort in hiding the green and turning a glossy maroon depict immediate shyness, or merely an arrogant display of hermitism?

i had fun.

I have many things to blog about.

but it seems time is not on my side. i have two deadlines drawing closer. and im stuck doing ot. Half the time, i m running around on my off day. It doesnt make it an off day now does it?

Tomorrow is another 'day off', sponsored by the kind hearts of my managers.
im going to wake up before 8, be in school by 8.50 and meet new tits members.
Then in the evening, im going of to the substation to watch mentah 3: barisan puteri-puteri I'm so exsaiyted, i juss caint haidit



Its been quite sometime. I need my dose of mental stimulation.

for now its off to bed

i pray that i have Faith, and do righteous deeds, and (join together) in the mutual teaching of Truth, and of Patience and Constancy

for if i am not, i am at loss

Wa'l Asr
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