Argh! I dont wanna go!

Irritating lah that i cannot back out from the lombok trip. Nenek Connie is here. And she is gonna be here for the next ten days! Argh! This means my toilet is gonna be used by at least three other people. NO use ader four toilets, mother and father satu, Mr selfish bass player satu and nenek satu [my sister would share with her but nenek like hogs the toilet. Back to the lombok issue. I really dont wanna go! Is there anyway i dont have to go and still get a refund dari SilkAir. Mother is now constantly being supplied with whining by me that i dont wanna go. Argh!!!! I'll be missing so much in Singapura. Bingit Lah! I m morer frustrated that we couldnt go yesterday and go back on Sunday. Bingit!