Challenge
never do. I will take it up.
First I must clarify to whom it may concern that this blog is just another form of my voice. another pitch. another song. But the source is still the same.
White pixels in the screen, it stands out from the black background. It stands out from my inability to public speaking, and my introvert(ed) nature. This is not where i run to, but where i organize my thoughts. To form an understanding. to form a conclusion.
Secondly i am no (typical) warrior, just one who pales in face of a opportunity (as if it wasnt mention clearly already). Thus, Pahlawan Putih. it translates to cowardice, fear and anxiety. All of which i have no discomfort in confessing.
All that i have typed into my phone, and send it off in the form of radiation, i mean(t) it. Refreshingly true, dont you think?
And yes, i was sane at that/this point of time.
No form of anger impaired my judgement.
No form of sorrow intoxicated my opinions.
It is sad, more than anything
To think it was all a play
Acting at its best
To make everyone turn against
So that you have them
in your hands
Go leave your scent on trees
to mark your territories
You have always been self centred
axis of the world being your ideologies
If it could not have been
why are you still broding
if it was not meant to be
why waste time killing me
and so softly
so softly
There's nothing wrong
with being who you are
unless you're strong
which i dont think you are
Maybe reality is too painful
like a thorn that hooks the skin
bleeding a potful, a potful
to offer the spirits within
tearing a potful, a potful
to quench the sorrow within
Talk to me so i understand. Its more confusing when words escape from the lips of others, and i am left to piece it up myself.
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I've edited my last post. I challenge anyone who can decipher it. Challenge anyone who can swim through the mass of sarcasm to identify who it is directed to.
A clue; think general more than specific.
No Hajar, you're inaccurate. =)
Why Ketam/crab? other than this epidermic resembling cancer, it was said that:
Humans are like crabs. When one is close to freedom from the glass walls of chili crab doom, the others will pull it back in, selfish, unable to witness somebody else succeed.
Lantas pentas luas cemas, pantas dilemas
paras rentas batas puas dilandas nahas
kelupas kapas menghias tegas bekas asas
syabas! pemalas tewas, mengimbas nafas
mana peluang?
sudah di tangan orang...
sudah menghalang
hanya melukut di tepi gantang
Pahlawan Putih
never do. I will take it up.
First I must clarify to whom it may concern that this blog is just another form of my voice. another pitch. another song. But the source is still the same.
White pixels in the screen, it stands out from the black background. It stands out from my inability to public speaking, and my introvert(ed) nature. This is not where i run to, but where i organize my thoughts. To form an understanding. to form a conclusion.
Secondly i am no (typical) warrior, just one who pales in face of a opportunity (as if it wasnt mention clearly already). Thus, Pahlawan Putih. it translates to cowardice, fear and anxiety. All of which i have no discomfort in confessing.
All that i have typed into my phone, and send it off in the form of radiation, i mean(t) it. Refreshingly true, dont you think?
And yes, i was sane at that/this point of time.
No form of anger impaired my judgement.
No form of sorrow intoxicated my opinions.
It is sad, more than anything
To think it was all a play
Acting at its best
To make everyone turn against
So that you have them
in your hands
Go leave your scent on trees
to mark your territories
You have always been self centred
axis of the world being your ideologies
If it could not have been
why are you still broding
if it was not meant to be
why waste time killing me
and so softly
so softly
There's nothing wrong
with being who you are
unless you're strong
which i dont think you are
Maybe reality is too painful
like a thorn that hooks the skin
bleeding a potful, a potful
to offer the spirits within
tearing a potful, a potful
to quench the sorrow within
Talk to me so i understand. Its more confusing when words escape from the lips of others, and i am left to piece it up myself.
----------------------
I've edited my last post. I challenge anyone who can decipher it. Challenge anyone who can swim through the mass of sarcasm to identify who it is directed to.
A clue; think general more than specific.
No Hajar, you're inaccurate. =)
Why Ketam/crab? other than this epidermic resembling cancer, it was said that:
Humans are like crabs. When one is close to freedom from the glass walls of chili crab doom, the others will pull it back in, selfish, unable to witness somebody else succeed.
Lantas pentas luas cemas, pantas dilemas
paras rentas batas puas dilandas nahas
kelupas kapas menghias tegas bekas asas
syabas! pemalas tewas, mengimbas nafas
mana peluang?
sudah di tangan orang...
sudah menghalang
hanya melukut di tepi gantang
Pahlawan Putih
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