Its Everywhere.


(Sir i do not know you personally to call you by your name.)

Sir,
you may have dropped something
and I have stumbled upon it
by coincidence
(Only by coincidence)
I apologise for the initiation of those questions
taking shape in anxiety
materialising in your thoughts
in wait
for an answer for which to ponder.

Sir,
I may have invaded your privacy
judged on your personality
from the way you smile
to that glint in you eyes
I am sorry
I shouldn’t have
I shouldn’t be

Sir,
then I realised there was more to it
your literary compositions
which aroused me
see I find wisdom sexy
and also
that spark of rebellion
in every word formation
but…
it was apparently nothing new
it was already worshipped by a few
I felt like just another fish in the sea
no chance for ‘us' to be

Sir,
first I stumbled
now I've fallen
moving on
to forget that patch of grass I landed on
and wash the soils on my jeans
to bleach the milliseconds of embarrassment
so that the naked eye could not identify
what made the weak heart go wild

But Sir,
your smile…
that almost trademarked pout
that cringe of the cheek muscle
that glint in your eyes
(all from the arrangement of pixels n my computer screen)

Sir,
I know it will never be
its just to cure my curiosity
to settle the tinge of optimism
deeply embedded within me
to know if this confession will do anything

But,
I know I am just another admirer
a dreamer
judging a book by its cover
hoping for an answer
from someone who might not bother

for I am just an admirer
seeking solace from another…

PS: you can't take back what i found.

-Anonymous



sometimes, people are too busy admiring the brightest star in their eyes that they dont notice the one that is shining just for them..

and their passing glance is a hope to this small star that it might just get noticed, but their glance never linger..

-Aida



Almost inevitable, the way those arrows pierce the vunerable heart.
An infactuation is almost like walking, but not being able to see or feel your legs. Somehow you just keep on moving, destination set, the journey however is as if moving in unchartered territory. And all of a sudden, you find yourself trapped under the surface of a water body. Thinking how almost pleasurable it was during the short period you were sinking. So pleasurable that you didnt notice it would harm you more at the end of it all.

I still did not get the ticket. Ticket charge is so f up.
Maybe it was meant to be this way. The divine intervention to save me from sinking any further€



This silence
i hear loud and clear
almost deafening
as if my ear drums might tear
due to the longing it has
to be an audience to your whispers

However, i cant suppress the optimism mentioned
that miniscule ray of hope in this condemned fantasy
that trace of warmness that exudes from your replies

Patience has nothing to do with it anymore
false hopes still dwell in the depths
questions only i am capable of answering
(on your behalf)
to calm these torrent waves crashing in my stomach

oh, my curiosity seems to have made its mind
but i guess you have not
i guess,
i will wait

all i ask, is i hear it from you
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