Sunday, April 10, 2005

Dying

I brushed my teeth for a whoopedeedoodaa 15mins while waiting for the computer to load. They now feel surreal to the tip of my tongue. Ahh i like this short sensation that invokes a sense of invincibility. I HAVE CLEAN TEETH/TOOTHS AND I SHALL RULE THE WORLD!!! hahaha

My arms and fingers have been made slaves to the artistic drive i currently am suffering from. Wanna just finish the tie and dye and see what happens. Gona dye the first colour tommorrow (thus the title: Dying.)


Seeing Arni having a post on her dream, i guessed i'll do one too.

I saw two cobras, one was definately a king cobra, hoods fanned out in offensive position. The king cobra won though cos maejikkally it possesed arms proportionate to its body. When i woke up i recalled a cartoon, maybe ninja turtles, which had a bad guy resembling to the king cobra.

The snake may also be seen as phallic and thus symbolize dangerous and forbidden sexuality. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.

Seeing a cobra in your dream, represents creation, and creative energies. Some situation or relationship has you hypnotized.

Seeing others fighting in your dream, suggests that you are unwilling to acknowledge your own problems and turmoil. You are not taking any responsibility or initiative in trying to resolve issues in your waking life.


I wont say i believe in this things. But sometimes you just dont know. hmmm.


Too much screen. Seriously.need.to.go.out. Today i spent my day worshipping the TV and computer. Thats while i was toturing my fingers tightening raffia. man oh man. Maybe i'll convince myself now i'll attempt jogging tommorow morning.


And then maybe when i wake up i'll just convince myself out of jogging. Fullerton.

Pentas training tommorow. Funny how mamat smses to everyone the day before a practice. And the msgs seem template-ised. haha It like "tommorow @ 5.30 dun be late" followed by a count down eg "two more weeks to &$#$@ so dun be late. thanx". Entertaining ah. Technically, 19 days left.

Setapak Langkah Pantang Surut...

Wanna tackle that for the fun of it.

Hate the world im living in. What we want becomes what we need. Twisted plasticity

What do women realy want/need?
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