Friday, July 30, 2004

I live by Exploration and Recomendation.

The explorations do lead to unpleasent suprises. Its the part where you experience it without a "manual" that excites my brain. The recomendations are frequently laced with too much expectations. Thats how my life is. Oh and i do lots of dumb stuff. I'm attracted to eccentricity.

Too many people are wearing pink. Too many people have the same nauseating hairstyle. Too many people aren't concious of their identity. Too many people follow. Too many people makes its suffocating. Too many too many. - Kaki complain

NEeD * gasp* AAiR.....!

I guess this is why i enjoy nebulizer sessions [asthmatics should know the term]. I just have to sit in an empty room with an oxygen tank beside me and breathe pure oxygen. Ah.. [Get me an oxygen tank for my birthday ;p]

I went to the Mosque [Darul Ghufran] the other day to meet Helfi and pass him something. He practically lives there. Was in for zohor & asar [berjemaah] [Zohor&Asar are afternoon prayers.] He told me before that he's muazzin on most occasions. After zohor, i waited for asar in quiet contemplation. Thats when it happened. Helfi went behind the mimbar [somewhere] and words cant describe what i heard. I knew it was him doing the azan, but that good? Man it was far better that listening to a great juara like Idan Taal. It was great lah. The control of his voice. The everything. What made it awesome was that i didnt know he was capable of it. Grab a friend who can azan then you'll know.  Excellent Helfi. Ouh he got a blog.

[Btw Nas was right. I'm not capable of rhyming and i'm mostly mengarut. I did the Karut part. Helfi did the juara part. Mengarut part was that i invented own words like Salakan and Keriangan. Heh. Better improve.]

It sucks when you know there's always someone better than you. 14&1/2 was my Organic & Biological Chemistry [OBC] quiz which i topped. The next day the others were topping the other quizes. No lies when i say It sucked that i didnt topped that too. I'm trying to console myself ah. Khekhe.. I guess its better that they did, which helped to deflate my arrogance and stopped me from being anymore complacent. Thank you. =D
Ouh and it sucked too now i know Helfi should be able to sing better than me. But in this world, there is always someone better than you.  So i'm okay with it.

Someone once said: "Specialisation is for animals. We are humans.."

I think about this saying most of the time. It explains why i enjoy arts and science. Now that art is not a subject in my course, i take my Human Anatomy and Physiology drawings seriously. Art has also given me the ability to visualise Stereomerism easily. Its funny how i know some people who are artistically impaired when most of the times they are the top scorers. And vice versa.
I'm constantly finding a balance. Join Dikir, Join Rugby et cetera. However most of the times i forget my most important duty... You know what it is...

Helfi just got a blog. Just found out Jas has a blog. But Nas had a blog eons ago and i havent linked her. Forgive me for i have sinned.

It is in me. However i'm not making it a big deal.

Bak patah pepatah..Pag

Typed too much..
Pahlawan Putih Impikan pulih.