Friday, January 16, 2004

Here's a poem to make it seem like i am blogging in a matured and sophisticated manner. [Well thats what other bloggers do. Step Poem konon! Boleh bla!]

Love,
Why, Where, How, Who, When?
U come and go whenever you please,
Strike again and again till i bleed,
Attack in different forms and figures,
Strange isnt the only thing,
You make me dream when i am awake,
Shattered, torn, broken,
Love,
Define yourself.....

Jiwang tak jadi. None of it rhymes. oh well, guess i couldnt be bothered.

Guess you guys should know i am working at Burger King Changi Airport T2. Three days now. I am working with nadia. Okay okay ah. What's there to like about a temp job? I know the works already. Chicken whopper, double swiss, every burger ah basically. Fries semua. Besok maybe start cashiering. Guess who applied for a job there too? NurNadiah, Abang Najibnyer wifenyer sister. Dier dengan stead dier firdaus. It is really odd seh. Also just now i did something i never did for a long time. I prayed sekushuk kushuk nyer. Yup it's out. I dont really pray much unless i really takda kerja. However on the first day i saw a woman, probably working at the airport too praying. I then reliased that the airport is the best place for me to start praying regularly again. Its so quiet and there are lots of empty spaces. i felt so good after praying. Allhamdulillah. There's thois guy Rasyid who works there for six days already, who looks just like Wan Anak Watan. So the same. Dier pun sembahyang...

After Changi airport and all i went for dikir. Practise was mendak macam rebana Mr Muhammad yang ada lobang. Aku hujung apa. Back row lagi. Hilang segala semangat. Tomorrow i make sure I sit kat tengah or something. Besok selection. I dont want to be too over confident just incase i dont get in. Just browsed through the Dikirbarat.com calendar. Tumpat is @ no 7. I really did not thing it would be this big tau. The giants of dikir are involved. Ulan, Chingx3, Merpati Putih 27, Si Anak Seni and Keponakan. Old groups with new members are back like Rajawali and hikayat. Hikayat punyer cc is at tampines north. Like merepek. Also participating i think are 6 wanita groups. Oooohh. Anak watan our brudders are also in it. this would be interesting. i hope we get high then them aja sudah. Tumpat wouldnt be getting anything probably so takpe. Just in for the fun!

Being with tumpat has made me reliased that till this day aku belum kenalan perempuan and ask for their phone numbers. And i know why. Its just not my nature to go and ask a girl for her number. I too shy and i dont think it would work out. Girls i would fall in love with has to be a friend or a friend of a friend or some girl i met in the net not someone i saw while walking to the interchange or shit. Got to expand my horizon.

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