Saturday, April 22, 2006

Sad

I just thought about it. then i became abit melancholic. This would be my second time missing Mega Perdana. The last time was as i had to answer the call of god through umrah.
Today is the preliminaries. And i didnt get off from work. I really wanted to sing the song. At least i contributed by writing the lyrics. One which i hope will help us to advance to the semi-finals (insyaAllah).


The theme is: Penggilap Permata (the Precious Stone Shiner?)
My Lyrics was inspired by Gubra.


Maryam dan Anak-anaknya


Juara
“Janganlah kau patah hati
moga mimpi tercapai nanti
agar gembira tak luka lagi
dengan berkat doa Illahi

sudahlah nasib, suratan diri
buruk dan baik semua rezeki
ku tanya bumi, kenapa harus begini
mungkinkah sudah ditakdirkan kami

jangan menangis, janganlah sedih
duka ini ku pernah alami
ia sementara, pasti akan pulih
sabarlah saja, tegak berdiri”


Yengki
Mula bercakar di ahkir hari
nyalanya suar, padam mentari
mula berusik jari jemari
kilau pudar, menerkam hati

satu malam selam behari
habis manis sepah dibuang
cari teduh, gendongan ‘mummy’
digilap pulih pagi ke petang


Kelantan
Kain rendam air mawar
diterap kepada luka
asah, asuh, sampai wajar
sampai duka malap juga

Siap-siap untuk sambar
dandan untuk bersedia
‘My’ pastikan hilang calar
biarpun wajah atau jiwa

agar permata tidak retak
dalam hidup cari rezeki
nan bak pintu tak berpasak
perahu tak berkemudi

haus kain meresap duka
nampak pula bayangannya
sebab ‘anak’ cerminannya
sebab nasib hampir sama


Pattani
Ah Mari Mari

singgahlah ke lorong mummy
hanya pada malam hari
bunga raya akan kembang berseri

pagi?
duduk berselang kaki
kepala dipangku mummy
merintih

dalam hati (mummy)
dilafazkan doa kepada Illahi
agar sumpah kemiskinan
tidak terus menghantui


Matang
di balik kilau, belakang dandan
terdapat silau kemanusiaan

siapakah yang berhak tentukan?
nilai dan nasib, jadi tanggungan

layakkah kita mengeji intan?
jauhari pun tak kemampuan


Penutup
Ala ewa, ewa bulan
ewa bulan teraju tiga

kisah ini mungkin dasar dongengan
permata berharga kerana intinya



The set talks about how a Mamasan, i named her Maryam, not only shapes up the prostitutes after every night of torture, an obligation due to poverty, but also consoles the heart to withstand this suffering, and the whole section of juara, is her prayer to God, in hope that someday they will all earn a modest living, freed from the shackles of prostitution.

I dont think it is a good piece as i only scratched the surface when i was dealing with the theme. And i had a hard time giving my all, since there were many other events that took place, so the writing process was more or less fragmented. Anyway, im JUST Senikata Harapan (Potential Lyrics), not the best of the best.


Work has been fine. After 3 days, i was put to working counter. It looking much better than before. Especially since Zah and Shikin rox paid a visit. Thanks so much guys. Including Jajambo and Kiky. That super made my day. and Where's wally? that made my night hohohoh
But i dunno. I just dont know. So bloody idiotic that they had to include a subject for me to take while doing SIP. When will i find the time? All the other time is required for rest and whining about work. Really.

Apparently my request to have wednesdays in an earlier shift created a hoo-ha with the HR and all. At least one week is going to end, and that leaves 11 more.

I bought a caramel frap yesterday after work, to divert my displeasure from my aching feet. Caramel frappes never tasted so orgasmic. Im serious. It was eye rollingly delicious.

still thinking about getting an MC. Im having minor diahoerrea

~ cair, ~ kambing, ~ lalat
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