Saturday, April 23, 2005

Busy = Preoccupied?

In the past few weeks or so, i have been monitoring my page views count. Sort of suprised there was a steady number of visits. About 50 on average a day. Well if i subtrack 8-10 (no. of times i view this page) that means ard 40 people visited my site everyday. I would like to thank patrons (esp taggers) of this less than attractive/entertaining site. Thank you ;D

Might not be blogging as frequently as before. This coming week would be a whole lot to deal with, just as the past three days have proved.

Thursday
Pentas Rehearsal
The mood was somewhere in between tense and too tired to bother. Too much wasted.

Friday
Training Again.
Only a few showed up.
the table was opened to discussions.

"Kalau korang ada anything yang tak memuaskan atau ada yang tak kena, jsut say it out"
When they asked me, i didnt know what to say. Everything that happens is part and parcel of Dikir.
The punctuality, or lack thereof. The people who gets on your nerves. The pseudo emotions. The under the rug braggings. The seem like we're getting nowhere practices. The lack of compliance. The talk when someones talking habit A.K.A never listen. The draggy smoking breaks. The talk more than action attitude. The "mana dia pergi tak tau bilang" shit. The invite people who interrupt the session nonsense.

About faults, i can take it when people point my faults. Only if i see the person is in the position to. And i dont mean senority. If your shit, im not gonna listen to your presumptious shit. Yes i must admit that i have quite a large ego and pride for that matter. I prefer to acknowledge my mistakes on myself and change where suitable. They say "Look at yourself"/"Tengok cermin dulu" Have you done that?
The leaders have been doing a good job though so far. And i think i am okay with everyone in the team.

"Aku risau tengok kau diam aja" Haha again. No need for risau or worries. Diam diam aku berisi. Insyaallah. hahah

Saturday
Took over mamat to train Yu ying sec school dikir guys with Aiman and hidayat. Main karut for a while. Lame part takda instruments to work with. Nonetheless it was fun.
Went to town for a while and plans were foiled.
Then straight off to Cik Tipah's for Kakak Leen's Engagement.
Thats some delicious Bamia (spelling?) we ate for the occasion. Mom tak bawak any back at all (thus in cranky-im-hungry mode).
"Hey Its ur cousin's engagement and im talking about food" -- heh sorry. But i swear it was the bomb with either bread, or rice.



Kakak ya, kakak leen

Engaged. Samad and Fazleen

Groom-to-be with brother and sister-in-law and future in-laws - Cik tipah and uncle bakar

The crowd was insatiable


Their wedding is expected to be on September. Woohoo. Finally a close relative's wedding. Consphermk kecoh habis habisan. Btw they've only known each other for 3 weeks. I had to ask...

I'm going off to bathe and get back to Nad's gift.

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