Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Cobaan



Overdosing on a few of P. Ramlee's films. I forgot how much i enjoy Pendekar Bujang Lapok. Had a good laugh 1am in the morning. Its all in the name of research. Of the Three, if i could chose who i would play, it would be Sudin. haha
Mambang mabok minum brandy

Other films i watch, Tun Fatimah, Hang tuah and Ali baba bujang lapok. Ali baba was lamer compared to Pendekar. But again Sudin, in Ali baba - the scene at Kassim baba's house after ali baba became rich. haha
"Aku sumpah aku tak nak (refering to the 1000 darham)"
(Listening to Ruffedge's Goyang btw haha)

Training for pentas has been okay. We've got a abit-smoother-than-rough idea of the whole set. In ambivalence at the moment. Still not sure of the future.
Moving away from vague descriptions, we - mamat, shafik and i went back to school on Tuesday even though it was supposed to be an off day. keke. Introduction to the SAA. Kira Baju at the SAR. Gantung semua chantek chantek.
You're never in the club until you've participated in the lepak-ing ritual. Like an initiation. Every group would have their marked territory where they usually crash to after practice. Usually a coffeeshop. Asalkan ada teh and lighter dah puas - ciggarattes from the reluctant friend "Sebatang...". haha.. For me it used to be haig road (maybe still is). But techno seems fine in a first impression.
+ves: TenderBest and an under the stars by a small road setting.
-ves TenderBest the only halal stall there and round tables too awkward to join together when the group gets large.
I have a thing for Tea-o peng by the way -Bitter sweetness....
If only i was an extrovert. If only i talked more. If only i didnt get redundantly nervous.
Fun pillion riding on Mamat and Shafik's bike. It would be way funner if i was driving though. I must say the helmet is a false sense of security. Last time i took a ride was with Ardi just going from one end of haig road to the other. Darnishington, now im all ready to get a bike.
haha. December, december, december.... wahaha.

Oh hey.. haha.. My first english poem
well the message i was trying put across revolves around the saying, Too much of a good thing is a bad thing.
Humans are the only mammals capable of refining substances and isolating them for our suvival. Because we have control over this form of purity we may tend to misuse it. For example, the chances of someone developing Diabetes is very low lets say if he does have refined sugar at all and depended on the sugar cane juice etc. Natural forms of things are complex and thus prevent likelihood of misuse and thus great ill.
Also i saw a small "Poison" sign on my cough syrup. Obviously poisonous if consumed extravagantly.
The "packaged in a box" part refers to the commercial products that literally come in a box like table salt etc.. and also television as a source for purity.
In this sense, drama is purely drama. So many twist and turns. But life is much complicated than that and a person can experience many emotions at one time. Life isnt as dramatic as what we see on the tube but we tend to imagine if life were as exagerated and sometimes hope this exaggeration might come in our love lifes or as equivilant. These days keeping it real becomes quite tough as we are fed with deception most of the times.

Its pretty complicated but we all understand it. We're in a rat race only because we are forced to follow the currents of this country.

I thought it was a Casino issue not a Casinos issue. Bloody. I better get out of here before it floods or (touch wood) something worst. I hope the part of sentosa with the casino sinks and collapses. (My computer table made of wood)

Like weights of my chest, spine, shoudler, head temple, knees and arms.

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