Roses really smell poo-o-o....
Perasaanku Bagai Kaca Dihempas Batu,
Bertaburan, Berderaian Berlumuran Darah,
Berisi Berat Kehampaan, Beribu-ribu,
Apa Sayangnya Ku Sangka Kami Berarah...
She's engaged. Stab me with a knife. Hopefully it would distract me. Engaged. Searching for any last crevices of hope. Who knows right? ..... Hopeless. I had to fall all in love with a girl who's just perfect and is studying in Canada and already engaged at this age. What are the odds. Man..Buruk belaka nasibku. Now I can only hope she invites me to her wedding. Hehe...Stupid hope. Lethargy is settling in. Nerves getting weak. Limbs losing strength. And I am wholly losing it. As if there's no other to replace her. But damn I tell you she's like the moon. The moon! A Flawless Dream personified. Bourgeois Cry? I don't think I will. Maybe I just wont get over it until I you know...How could I possibly match up to someone like that? Anyway I know she's the one though she cant be here to know that. Her qualities becomes the prerequsite to any of my other half possibilities. Shidah said that this is may just be an infatuation. Almost a decade of infatuation? Wasted, wasted.
Rohasliza accepted my friendster request and sent me a msg. She was a member of Pahlawan Putih my malay language group previously in PRI 5. So odd that I didn't realise it was her and had to ask her if she knew me. She was from the same kindergarten summore. She said she saw me at Planet Dikir Competition Last year. I remember as the Rashidah of Primary school. Not a boastful person nor a poser. Simple beautiful girl. You know....She's the one who told me Natassia is engaged. Thanks man. I really appreciate it. If not I wouldn't cut down on dreaming.
Khafid is leaving for Yemen in a while. 2am. Going there to further his studies. Went over to Cik Lah's house. Probably not gonnna see khafid for sometime. I actually wanted to go and send to the airport but not much space in the vehicles I reckon. Sigh. May things go fine for him there. Insya Allah.
All this while I have been a lonesome sailor on his beaten Bahtera globe-trotting with a desire to return to a Pulau Impian where he never experience worries of any nature. The island of perfect harmony where nothing seemed out of place. One day he found the island but it there were rock formations all around that discouraged him to reach the shoreline. "I will abandon my boat and swim there if I have to" But is it really worth it? Why go all the trouble? There are certainly other islands around. Even though you try the chances are slim. May be Pulau Impian Should always remain a dream...Now I am all Keroncong untuk Ana....Walaupun sejengkal jari, agar dapat ku berdiri, di ambang pintumu....
Adakah ruang bagiku di hatimu? --gone all Jiwang
Pahlawan Putih.
Perasaanku Bagai Kaca Dihempas Batu,
Bertaburan, Berderaian Berlumuran Darah,
Berisi Berat Kehampaan, Beribu-ribu,
Apa Sayangnya Ku Sangka Kami Berarah...
She's engaged. Stab me with a knife. Hopefully it would distract me. Engaged. Searching for any last crevices of hope. Who knows right? ..... Hopeless. I had to fall all in love with a girl who's just perfect and is studying in Canada and already engaged at this age. What are the odds. Man..Buruk belaka nasibku. Now I can only hope she invites me to her wedding. Hehe...Stupid hope. Lethargy is settling in. Nerves getting weak. Limbs losing strength. And I am wholly losing it. As if there's no other to replace her. But damn I tell you she's like the moon. The moon! A Flawless Dream personified. Bourgeois Cry? I don't think I will. Maybe I just wont get over it until I you know...How could I possibly match up to someone like that? Anyway I know she's the one though she cant be here to know that. Her qualities becomes the prerequsite to any of my other half possibilities. Shidah said that this is may just be an infatuation. Almost a decade of infatuation? Wasted, wasted.
Rohasliza accepted my friendster request and sent me a msg. She was a member of Pahlawan Putih my malay language group previously in PRI 5. So odd that I didn't realise it was her and had to ask her if she knew me. She was from the same kindergarten summore. She said she saw me at Planet Dikir Competition Last year. I remember as the Rashidah of Primary school. Not a boastful person nor a poser. Simple beautiful girl. You know....She's the one who told me Natassia is engaged. Thanks man. I really appreciate it. If not I wouldn't cut down on dreaming.
Khafid is leaving for Yemen in a while. 2am. Going there to further his studies. Went over to Cik Lah's house. Probably not gonnna see khafid for sometime. I actually wanted to go and send to the airport but not much space in the vehicles I reckon. Sigh. May things go fine for him there. Insya Allah.
All this while I have been a lonesome sailor on his beaten Bahtera globe-trotting with a desire to return to a Pulau Impian where he never experience worries of any nature. The island of perfect harmony where nothing seemed out of place. One day he found the island but it there were rock formations all around that discouraged him to reach the shoreline. "I will abandon my boat and swim there if I have to" But is it really worth it? Why go all the trouble? There are certainly other islands around. Even though you try the chances are slim. May be Pulau Impian Should always remain a dream...Now I am all Keroncong untuk Ana....Walaupun sejengkal jari, agar dapat ku berdiri, di ambang pintumu....
Adakah ruang bagiku di hatimu? --gone all Jiwang
Pahlawan Putih.
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