Hotak
Pronunciation: Hoetaak

Been trying to tag but it keeps going to a action cancelled page. Apa mungkin anjing menerkam tuannya sendiri.. Boodooohh..

I have to admit in this past month, i m not sure where i stand. Not sure where i belong and which name i go under. Not sure who to follow. Though somethings i will try and make part of my life. And i do have my role models. Like faizal and how he curses. The dragged bodoooh. hahaha. Like the karuts from hulunbalang abnu in MP97/98 and Ulan in MP02 cos of his r karat. Like the awok-awok from Neng who smiles alot (only recently i know his name) and still can execute the ragams and the song with loud voice.

Some would have known i have been hesitating to cross over to the otherside. You know..the grass is greener on the otherside. Well i've been there just that its not for me. I like to take my time and enjoy every second of the moment. Rancak can be good but its not who i want to be. maybe someday when im ready i'll cross over. For now i'll lay low. :) no hard feelings
Di mana ku cari ganti?

If you listen intently, you can hear indrah messing up the first line which is supposed to be "Sudahlah nasib, Suratan Diri" not "Ku tanam padi, suratan diri" hahaha. He was closing his eyes in full penghayatan mode and didnt read the lyrics infront of him. Still, never fails to send chills down me spine. I record this all incase. Incase....

Happy mothers day Mom

I used to be rajin at getting her something either on her birthday or mothers day. But recently i have transformed to a self centred brat. haha no lah. okay maybe a bit. Thats not the point though.
Why do i always end up as the punching bag, the stress release dummy, the unfillial son shit. I have a feeling its my open nature that leads to this marah all six children in one son thing.
"By right, you have to ask for permission to go out..." -- And she says this to me. Only. Then she said something else directing to me. When i say why say it to only me? (in the most un-disrespectful tone [means i was trying to be respectful])
She said it applies to everyone when clearly everyone wasnt there. Btw im an intergrated punching bag cum errand boy. Pergi beli susu , ambik buku kat kereta.... Its tiring and sometimes interuptive.
Not that i dont want to get more pahala... just that asek aku aje...

Kat luar pun apa bezanya? Errand boy cum punching bag at your service. Free of charge summore...

reply to tags
Fad: hahaha. Weirdly i cant access yahoo. And weirdly graffiti.net is still down.

angel & jas: Why dont we just meet on the 24th? Asmah'll sure be there too.

Amin: I apologise for not exhibiting clarity.

shaz: Seekret wan cannot tell. haha thanks ­
shaz: [same as above] hehe just pulling your leg.

faaahhhh: You want me to say it in person? haha Ok go! I'll return by linking you too :).

mkhan: Clearly. i heart the rain so much i bathed twice in my clothes.­­

skazee: From the name you can roughly tell its a Silver coloured fish. haha its just an insect. ­

Tomorrow i hope i'll be busy.


Sleepy man...
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