Thursday, March 03, 2005

FEVER, in the morning Fever all through the night...

I should be getting a fever, soon. Its those times when your body cant decide to be hot or cold. Started yesterday morning, Maybe even on last friday. My throat hurts like as if someone shoved and sandpapered it. Weirdest event would be now. Suddenly woke up at 5.30. And i dont feel like getting back to bed so ya. Wanna pop some panadols but i havent eat and i dont feel like eating. Maybe coz i feel like puking. Pray that i dont fall sick like the last time where i couldnt walk without feeling drowsy. Maybe its retribution for not attending Friday prayer last friday. I was seriously woozy.

Well yesterday there was tryouts for Pentas, a TP malay arts group annual event. Tryouts for juara karut. When i got a msg from mamat, i freaked out kejap. 2 seconds? okay maybe for a minute i stared at the msg with my mouth open. No lah where got. [anw] Then i was coughing out all my phelgm lah, make warm tamarind water [Air asam] with honey, practice in the toilet, lift, my room. Kancheongy. I dont think i can sing well. But i would not let an opportunity go off. Try to sing a song and savor it as msch as possible. What they call "hayati lagu", ye.

Dunno why but i sang a panjy number. 'Si ayam mengamuk..' My throat shaky then coz duh, nervousilly. The feedback was essential so i had to ask. Haha. Lengok fake. I have a rough idea what to what it means. But plus part, my voice is okay and i may get a character in the production. Maybe only a sidekick like Hang Lekiu or Hang Kasturi but im fine with that. Aku bukannya idan taal ke wan zali, im happy nonetheless. 'Anak merajuk perut kosong tak berisi'.

Nooooooooooo.... im warming up again. getting drowsier. im gonna eat something so i can panadol myself. haha panadol as verb.. what next?

Am i hot or cold?
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