Friday, December 19, 2003

Hahaha.... Just as expected. You come out with a comment thats seemingly better because u said "if you think u've won". Didnt remember saying anything. Bet you are whining to one of your brothers how misrtreated you are when you're not really that bad. CELAKA! Too bad i can see through it. Everything's about Imran aint it? Ada impian retak nak kahwin sedare aku, Everyone makes use of you, blah bladdy bloddy blah. Imram in this world, you"re alone.....live with it. I dont need to win or lose, just that my pride's at stake. How dare you say you're not sorry anymore. For what? Jahanam okay.....stop messing people's lifes [and then making it seem like you did nothing wrong to the rest of the world]

Freaking headache. Its back. Must have stop eating the pills. Gotta change my pillow. Argh...
Semalam merepek punyer day. After berdepanan dengan Allah di Masjid Darul Ghufran, I went home. Actual plan was to meet Shidah and go to bedok gym. She cancelled in the middle of khutbah. Smsed me lah! Shorts semua dalam bag. Kasut running dah pakai tau. Bummed out, i slept. Woke up bout 4.30 like tat. Then tah dari maner idea nak gi swimming before it rained. Another reason for me to go out arise so i went out. Met Raihana cause she wanted her present that Rashidah passed to me. [I am sorry shidah. You know sometimes i forget stuff (shoulders+innocent face)] Lepas tu pergi Tampines Swimming Complex. Did you know i only have to pay 50cents? Lagi worth it dari pergi gym. I still work my arms, and there's water all around me. Actually the water was salty from people's you know body produces like sweat and urine. From 5 to 6 i swam walaupun tangan dah maha cramp [swimming doesnt neccesaarily uses hands] by the time at the gym the day before. Cepat cepat tukar then balik and unloaded my wet clothes then headed of to Paya Lebar. Malanglah nasib ia hujan lebat di saner. Visualise this. It was raining so the mood was gloomy and depressing. Not much people came for practice so semangat pun takda. However, i did manage to meet people you call stars. Sharon Au, Billy B.ong, apple, max [tak tau namer sebenar mereka. When i came with my roti john and a packet of milo, the corridor gelap gila okay tapi ada 3 orang duduk at the bench outside of our room. I thought they were my members or something like that sekali bile bukak lampu it was the three from Living with lydia. Didnt smile at them pasal i think their stupid sitting in the dark. Lepak lah. Then while eating my roti john Sharon Au naik tangga on my right and the she said Hi. Dier sweet ah. They were practicing for some kind of show next door across our room. Obivious why Geylang CC. Yang paling secluded and hidden. no busstops near it, long walk from the mrt station and really no easier way to get there then naik taxi [sometimes even taxi driver tak tau maner the cc]. Blah blah blah, complications, baju dengan seluar reek of ammonia from our last show at YP, got pissed bila some people just didnt help to do anything, there the ones who think bapak dorang bayar duit fund Tumpat. Come whenever they feel like it, and just dont when the idea of being tired crosses their minds. Hai......
Today ada block party show. At Yew Tee. Belom bilang siapa siapa but i am going to swim at the Choa Chu Kang Swiming Complex before meeting the rest at Yew Tee mrt station. Tengok apa lain and just basically swim. Only problem would be "where do i keep the gong?" Ya i am holding on to it for the show. Carrying it is like carry a big black metal pot, only heavier [good for my arms [hehehe tak habis habis]]. okay lah. Wannna go back to sleep. See'ya when i see'ya. Peace be upon u.
Pahlwan Putih [AY! goyang tak goyang] hahahahahah