Sunday, July 30, 2006



Results for Pesta Peti Putih 2006.

Most Outstanding Production Design Temasek Poly
Most Effective Use of Set Nominated
Most Effective Use of Stimuli Temasek Poly
Most Outstanding Performance by an Ensemble Nominated
Most Outstanding Script Temasek Poly
Most Outstanding Direction Nominated

Piala Pesta Peti Putih 2006 Temasek Poly

I sujud-ed syukur for quite sometime a while ago. La illahha illallah.
It was overly suprising that we were even nominated for all the awards (excluding outstanding performer, which had no nominations.)
It was superbly amazing to be receiving 3 awards of the 6 nominations.
It was really shocking to have received Most Outstanding Script, especially when Alfian was presenting it.
It was gazillion more times shocking to have clinched the Piala Pesta Peti Putih 2006, Challenge Trophy.


However, that wasnt the most magical part of Pesta Peti Putih 2006.
The enchanting part was to see my vision come alive on the night of the performance. To hear the comforting roars, laughter of the engaging audience, uncovering meaning from humble words. To sniff stench of hard work and effort weaved together in a tapestry of life. To touch the lives of people we worked with, and those who became an audience to the product. To taste the sweetness of self-satisfaction from a performance.


and now its back to reality. I feel an enlarging puncture in me, where my emotions leak, causing an alarming sense of emptyness.
For whom shall i confide with anymore? For whom shall i adore? For where shall i go? For what will i meet? For better or for worst, in sickness and health, i shall love you guys.

Im so proud for our performance. It was not by TP, MAG or whatsoever. It was by us. I dont think you can put a label/logo/ownership on my brain so learn to live with it, we made it without you, nor your little charming critisms. (rasa-rasa rasa terasa?) Think about it, before you even think of rebuttal.



I will remember you,
will you remember me?

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