When the dust mounts.
I'm in the cranky(-i-feel-like-punching-someone) mood. I guess it happens when im stressed and more importantly, tired and lethargic. Why am i tired?
Because there has been training everyday. And it sucks when you look forward to an event/battle but you must admit defeat (thru the voice of majority) even before you step into the battlefield. I mean it sucks ah. There should be a line drawn that differenciates performances for shows and performances for competitions. Okay so now we know that we have lost, you want us to enjoy? The set itself does not allow me to do so. And what difference does it make that i voice my opinions out. I guess im thinking too much. But contradictions do confuse me.
Worst of it all is that i get very cranky and easily irritated/annoyed. I guess this is the worst of all times to pick a fight with me. Cause you might just get what your asking for. And please just stop it ah. Just stop your bloody fullertonic redundant nonsense. I know i dont owe you anything and thats that. I'm sorry its your nature to be bitter.
Sometime the fumes goes up in my head that even the first person i wanna meet becomes the last.
Yes we all have our own issues. I dont see why there is a need for anymore aggravation. Every uncalled for action. All that witty or otherwise unwitty sarcasm. I dont know what you want anymore. I dont know how to not get angry anymore.
Shouting is a good alternative to being angry at someone. However, when you shout everyday, it defeats its purpose and in turn becomes a new source of tension/stress.
Now i try to laugh it out with Mr i-m-president jokes. I blame every that happens on my new found presidency. Muahaha. Everybody, especially my mom, it tried of the irfan's the president excuses.
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I'm in the cranky(-i-feel-like-punching-someone) mood. I guess it happens when im stressed and more importantly, tired and lethargic. Why am i tired?
Because there has been training everyday. And it sucks when you look forward to an event/battle but you must admit defeat (thru the voice of majority) even before you step into the battlefield. I mean it sucks ah. There should be a line drawn that differenciates performances for shows and performances for competitions. Okay so now we know that we have lost, you want us to enjoy? The set itself does not allow me to do so. And what difference does it make that i voice my opinions out. I guess im thinking too much. But contradictions do confuse me.
Worst of it all is that i get very cranky and easily irritated/annoyed. I guess this is the worst of all times to pick a fight with me. Cause you might just get what your asking for. And please just stop it ah. Just stop your bloody fullertonic redundant nonsense. I know i dont owe you anything and thats that. I'm sorry its your nature to be bitter.
Sometime the fumes goes up in my head that even the first person i wanna meet becomes the last.
Yes we all have our own issues. I dont see why there is a need for anymore aggravation. Every uncalled for action. All that witty or otherwise unwitty sarcasm. I dont know what you want anymore. I dont know how to not get angry anymore.
Shouting is a good alternative to being angry at someone. However, when you shout everyday, it defeats its purpose and in turn becomes a new source of tension/stress.
Now i try to laugh it out with Mr i-m-president jokes. I blame every that happens on my new found presidency. Muahaha. Everybody, especially my mom, it tried of the irfan's the president excuses.
Tiada ruang untuk ketagihan..
Pahlawan Putih
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