Friday, December 24, 2004

Put yourself in other people's shoe.

That is my weakness. In the sense i always get caught up in it. End up feeling sad and tired. But i always know, Berat mata memandang, berat lagi baru memikul. Heavy is the heart of one that witness it, but heavier is the burden on the one going through it. During friday prayers in the mosque, there was this bundle of emotion stuck at my throat. It was unreal but it did happen. I pray for their protection from god.

Im most tired on fridays im not sure why. Not good.

Benarkah jiwamu bersemayam,
Atas takhta keikhlasan hati
Benarkah tiada yang diidam
Selain 'memperjuangkan seni'?

-Pahlawan

Maybe cos its dikir. I cant agree more dikir is losing steam. Oh how i wish i was back in 2000. At least my image of dikir was being disciplined and totally enjoying it. We had a "talk" again after practice. To me its all bullshit ah. BULLSHIT! banyak cakap, banyak bohong. Banyak sabun, banyak buih. All this unnecessary anger on a stupid leader. sigh. I cannot lose my semangat. i dont want to lose it.

However, ubi ubi yang berisi dalam kumpulan, merancang sesuatu tanpa sedarnya "orang atas". Project ni di namakan, apa lagi? Puteri Gunung Ledang. heheh.

Biar seribu tahun air menngukir batu, Tetapi Tumpat tetap tumpat.

I've been fooled!
Pahlawan Putih