Tuesday, July 22, 2003

Sloth.

Didnt go to NAPFA test. Supposed to go @ 3.30 but this is what happened. Came back at 1.55pm, makan, sembahyang and then i decided to take a short nap. Couldnt cotrol the duration so i overslept. Now i dont know whats next.

losted rasanya di hati......... Art tah kemana, studies dah kemana. There is going to be a camp this weekend at school. We would be doing our art intensively. [ya right] tah ah. I would like to go if it is anyway beneficial. It may not be beneficial as i know myself best and i dont like to sleep outside home. Ada ah this homesick problem. Thats why i hate to travel. Back to the camp, next uh....being very distractable, i dont think it would be easy for me to complete my stuff. Next would be the people. I dont understand why the N level students are even invited. They have already finised their course work and all. As they say, BUAT SEMAK AJER! bukannyer art room besar boleh sumbat dorang. Condolences to Mr
Muhammad's spirit. He told us that he was really down cause of the things he is involved in. Banyak jugak his responsiblities. Tah kenapa he got involve in this....[must be a reason] Tak kan tempua bersarang rendah.

I myself am down. Because i have not started my revision, because someone i love so much did something bad and not expected of this person, because kawan menjadi musuh, because i question the ties between us, because i am very tired. !!!

Celupar is gone. from my mind ah. akan hanya jadi suatu kenangan. Have u read the guestbook entry by mohammad aidil? @ dikir barat . com. He was the rebana player for celupar. Something but him yang klakar. [flashback]. Imagine Penguin from batman, without the abnormal hands, bigger, with large black specs and sings well. Thats him. Hahaha. Hirwan is like the better version of Dapi. Satu hari dorang dua dua main rebana simuntaneously side by side. You could see is ah. Dapi lebih sikit bloatedness in his cheeks. Hirwan lebih less kehitaman beneath his eyes caused by tidak tidur. Dapi slacker abis abisan. Dorang going army this year. Tak ku sangka bertapa muda dorang. I thought dorang semua dah jejak 20 or somthing. I mean isnt it freakiy that the one who is leading your dikir team is only 18? Merepek.

I wish to apologise to those who have dropped by while i was not blogging. Sorry as my comp buat hal. I wish to apologise to those who are stubborn [i dont even know why i tried. 0 output] Hai i m thinking of stopping this blog. O levels are coming, seems to me this blog becomes a distraction. I will think bout it.

wish i could play the anak rebana. [tangan kekuk] they are having a farwell party for the graduating members of the Mct!! Food! best betul. Next week Saturday ada flag selling. Ada camp simuntaneously. Bingit seh!

ala events, buat semak,
tak hai berguna, kepada si pemalas.

irfan